𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎|𝙴𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜|𝚂𝙺𝚉

7

Jisung's POV

"Ahhhhhhhh!!!!" I heard Youngmi screamed so loud

I heard them both crying and screaming. I quickly ran to the living room and saw them fighting over a toy "Let go"

They both stopped crying and screaming but they are still holding the toy. I don't think they will let go. Damn.

"Let go of the toy, Youngmi, Younghyun"

They both started crying and let go of the toy at the same time. Damn, tantrums again. I sighed and hid the toy at the very high part, so they won't reach it. Youngmi is crying loud while pointing at the toy, Younghyun is throwing his toys and kept crying.

"If you are going to keep doing this. I'm not going to let the two of you play anymore. You two won't listen to me" I went to the kitchen and continued preparing their food. My heard hurts so much but what can I do? They are my kids. I made them with Dasom. As I finished preparing their food, I quickly put it inside the lunch box. I felt someone holding at my pants so tight. I looked who it is and saw Younghyun. He is still sobbing "What? Are you hungry?"

He shook his head and pouted "I'm sorry, Dada"

I kneeled to face him "It's okay. Don't cry. You are the minute older than Youngmi, right? You should let her play first and you can play later"

He nodded while tears still falling from his eyes.

"Don't cry. I'm sorry for getting mad at you. I love you so much"

"D-Dada, give her the t-toy" he said between his sobs

I smiled and carried him in my arms, I went to the living room and gave Youngmi the toy "Give it to your brother after you play with it, okay?"

Youngmi stopped crying and nodded.

I sat on the sofa while Younghyun is still in my arms. This is what I love about him. He knows what's wrong and right even though he's only 3 years old. He will just cry and scream but later on, he will realized that he is wrong. He will approach me and will apologize for what he did. He also cares for his younger sister so much. But Youngmi is different, she's exactly the opposite of Younghyun. She doesn't care, she will cry until she get what she wants, but she's sweet. She always hug us and give us kisses.

I heard Younghyun's small snore "Why did you sleep? Your Mom will be here later"

Youngmi continued playing like she's not tired.

"Jisung?" Dasom whispered called as she opened the door

"Mommy!!!" Youngmi shouted and ran to her

"Hi, baby" Dasom carried Youngmi and kissed her cheeks "Younghyun is sleeping? What happened here?"

"They fought over a toy, again"

"Ah" she answered and kissed me, then started cleaning the toys

"I'll clean that. You go and prepare"

"No, I'll do it" she said and continued cleaning

"Youngmi"

She looked at me.

"Aren't you going to change your clothes?"

"I'll just change her clothes in the car. It's getting dark" Dasom said and ran to the twins' room to prepare their clothes

I carefully put Younghyun down and went to the kitchen. I put their snacks inside the bag and went to the living room. Dasom walked downstairs carrying the bag.

"Let's go"

I carried Younghyun while Dasom is holding Youngmi. We got in the car, the twins are in the back seat while Dasom is sitting beside me. I drove to the columbarium where my Mom is.

After a couple of minutes, we finally arrived at the columbarium. I carried Youngmi while Younghyun is now walking with his Mom. We went to the third floor. As soon as we arrive there, Younghyun ran where his Grandmother is.

"Dada, put me down" Youngmi said

I carefully put her down and also ran "Be careful, Youngmi"

She just giggled and started walking carefully. Dasom and I walked towards them and we heard the twins talking.

"I want to see, grandma" Youngmi sadly whispered

"She's gone. But Dada told me that she's always following us and guiding as wherever we go" Younghyun

"But why can't I see her?" Youngmi

"I told you she's gone" Younghyun

"Is she a ghost now?" Youngmi

"Yes!" Younghyun said

"I want to be a ghost too" Youngmi

"Youngmi" I called Youngmi looked and ran to me. I carried her "You shouldn't say that. Something bad might happen to you"

"But I want to see grandma" Youngmi pouted

"I know. We also want to see her but we can't. You will see her soon and besides, don't you want her to rest?"

"I want" Youngmi

"You shouldn't say that you want to be a ghost. Your grandma will always look out for you everywhere you go. She's guiding you and your brother"

Youngmi pouted and her tears started falling one by one. There, she started crying so bad and hugged me.

"Don't cry" Dasom whispered and comforted but Youngmi is still crying

"Youngmi, don't cry" Younghyun said

"It's okay. You will dream of her and I know she will be glad to see you. I love you..." I said and kissed her head

I can still her sobs and I can feel her tears on my shoulders "D-Dada..."

"Hmm? Don't cry. Your grandma is happy wherever she is now. So, please stop crying"

After a couple of minutes, she stopped crying but she's still sobbing. Dasom looked so worried about Youngmi. As what Ive mentioned, Youngmi won't stop crying if she won't get what she wants.

Mom, visit Youngmi in her dreams. She wants to see you so bad. Please, guide me and my Family, especially Daddy. I love you so much.