𝙼𝚢 𝚂𝚒𝚍𝚎|𝙴𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚂𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜|𝚂𝙺𝚉

9

Seungmin's POV

After many hours. They are still drinking especially those who are single Minkyu and Hyunjin. Except for me, I can still control myself from alcohol.

"Let's go. You two are drunk"

"It's okay! I don't have any girlfriend anyway" Hyunjin said and opened another bottle again

"Hyunjin is right. His girlfriend died years ago, the girl I'm inlove with left me for another guy and you, your girlfriend killed herself also. Why not the three of us enjoy?" Minkyu smirked

"Hi! I'm home- Oh my. What the hell? Why are you all drinking?!" Eunji shouted as she entered the house

"We are not drunk at all" Jisung

"Yup! It's just Hyunjin and Minkyu" Minho

"I don't want Jinah to kill me" Jeongin

"I'm scared of Hyejin" Felix

"Alright. Just go home. Let Minkyu sleep here, since he is really drunk" Eunji

"We'll go now" Jeongin said and stood up

"We'll see you again next time" Minho

"Take care!" Eunji smiled

I watched Jisung, Minho, Changbin, Felix and Jeongin leave. I sat on the couch and cleaned up everything on the table. I threw the bottled and wrappers. I wiped the table and put the flower back.

"Seungmin, you should go home too" Eunji

"I'll just help you bring them upstairs"

"Thanks!" Eunji smiled

We both guided Minkyu to the guest room first, then Hyunjin to his room. Eunji and I went downstairs since she said she will walk me to the door.

"Eunji, are you still mad at Chan?"

"I am not really mad at him. I know it's all my fault. I was the one to blame since I acted rude and mean towards Chan while he tried to comfort and stay by my side. It's my fault why he changed a lot and if only I didn't pushed myself to work, the baby would probably be still here" Eunji sadly smiled

"I see, but I really hope you two will get back together. I will wish the best for you two and I hope you two will have a baby this year"

"Thank you so much, Seungmin" Eunji

"I'll go now"

"Say hi to Hwayoung for me" Eunji said

"Hwayoung?"

"Yes, isn't her death anniversary today?" Eunji asked

"Ah, yes, I almost forgot"

"Take care!" Eunji smiled as she closed the door

I got in my car and started driving when someone called me.

Unknown number calling...

"Who is this?"

[...]

"If you are going to keep playing games with me again. I will really block your number" I said and ended the call

It's the number who kept calling me and when I will answer, he or she will stay quiet. That number keep calling me once a month. But I don't think it has some bad plan about me since that person isn't doing anything to me. I just find it weird.

Mom calling...

"Mom?"

[Kim Seungmin, we are waiting for you earlier and you didn't even answered your phone]

"I'm sorry. Hyunjin is already in Korea, wr just had a few drinks and I forgot my phone inside the car"

[Okay, anyways, are you going to visit Hwayoung?]

"I'm not sure, Mom"

[You should. It's just once a year]

"Okay, I will"

[I love you! Take care!]

"I will" I quickly ended the call and did a u-turn to the columbarium where Hwayoung is

After a couple of minutes, I finally arrived there and parked my car at the side. Why did I forgot it's her death anniversary today? It's been 7 years since she left me. I closed my eyes and tried to control my tears. Is this because of the alcohol? I never cried when I visited her here. But why am I now? What's the reason?

I got out of the car and went to the third floor of the columbarium where all our loved ones who died were. All of us, decided to put them in one floor so it we will have our privacy when we want to visit them. As I arrived there, I opened Hwayoung's and I lit the candle.

"Nam Hwayoung..." I whispered as my tears started falling "I still can't believe this. No matter how many years I wait for you, you are really gone. Don't worry I made sure your ex boyfriend will spent his life inside the cell. I won't let him get out of there and will make him regret everything" my voice cracked as I closed the glass and walked away. I walked to my car and when I got in, there, I remembered the flower I bought. DAMN.

I sighed and carried the flower to the third floor again. Of all the things I can forget, why does it have to be the flower? Am I really drunk? I think I shouldn't drink any- I saw a girl standing in front of Hwayoung's, she's wearing a cap and longsleeve, pants and rubber. I-It's exactly looks like Hwayoung's back. She can't be...

"Who are you?" I asked but she didn't moved and was about to go when I held her wrist. She tried to remove my hands and that made the cap remove from her hand. There, I really saw her. It's her "H-Hwayoung, y-you are alive. It's really you" I felt tears started running down from my cheeks

"S-Seungmin..." she whispered

"I thought you are d-dead. H-How come you a-are still here? Am I d-dreaming?"

Her tears started falling as she looked down "I-I'm sorry..."

"Y-You lied to me. D-Do you know h-how much I suffered f-for fucking 7 years? I-I tried to kill myself because I-I want to be with you!! H-How come y-you are still here?"

"S-Seungmin, I'm sorry" she whispered as she held my hands

"S-Sorry?! You think that's enough! I look like a fool crying over someone whom I thought died! Y-Yes, I am glad y-you are alive but that won't change the fact that you fooled me for 7 years! Whatever your explanation is, I don't care anymore!" I shouted and removed her hands from mine "I-I just hope you had some f-fun watching me s-suffer"

I walked away as I felt my heart hurting so bad. Why does this have to happen?

She lied to me...