He & Me

Chapter 15

Avneet

I liked going to mom's job, I got to know Siddharth a little more.

I made peace with Jannat and we are friends again.

Now we are in a camp house that belongs to Siddharth's parents, but I don't know how they convinced me to come.

We are only; Jannat, Faisu, Raghav, Nadia, Siddharth and me.

It was midnight, and I couldn't sleep, I felt when someone opened the door of the room, I was scared until Siddharth spoke. He sat on the bed with me and turned on the light on the side.

sid: can't you sleep?
avu: no
sid: i also cant sleep
avu: what are you doing here?
sid: i want to have it
avu: then what are you doing here?
sid: with you

I was frozen carter hearing those words.

sid: You are the hottest girl at school, and I like you Avneet, from the first day I saw you walking down the street.
avu: are you serious?
sid: I have never fallen in love as I am with you, you make my world tremble when you are close.
avu: seriously? I can not believe it
sid: do you want to smoke?
avu: yes, to calm down a bit
sid: I'm serious, I'm not the typical guy who makes such sentimental confessions of love, but the important thing is that I said it.
avu: ok
avu (pov): couldn't believe it, do he really likes me or is it just a game? pov ends
sid: I really want to have it -said lying down on the bed.

I just stared at him while sitting next to him.

avu: I'm a virgin and I don't want my first time to be when there are so many people around. But seriously I'm dying to do it.

he looked at me surprised when I said the last sentence

avu: you must know that my life was different a year ago, and that my appearance as a tender and intelligent girl does not deceive you, because what I have of tender, beautiful and intelligent, I have it of bad, cold and perverted.

He was still surprised

avu: never play with something you don't know how to play, Tom

I puffed on the cigarette and blew out the smoke

sid: you are a box of surprises, Jerry.
avu: you still don't know anything
sid: show me?
avu: that means losing virginity
sid: oh really?
avu: yes
sid (pov): Seriously Avneet has taken over me
pov ends

I don't know why the fuck I got on Sid's lap. I just felt her erection under me. I was excited, so I signed the divorce of my virginity.

I leaned over to him and blew smoke off his lips.

Everybody says that are the boys who have
the control when there is a girl in bed. But this time it was me who had the control.

avu: sure that is not a game?
sid: no, it's not a game
avu: because if it is, I assure you that I will play it more than you.
sid: seriously?
avu: yes, you still don't know me
sid: I want to see it
avu: no

For some damn reason, I touched his lips from my index finger, and then I bit my lower lip.

I got closer to him, staying inches from his lips.

sid: I want to kiss you
avu: no, that would let me go and I could lose control.
sid: just a kiss -he said placing my hair behind the ear.
avu pov: seriously avneet, never smoke again, you get crazy
pov ends

I sighed on his lips, but in the end I didn't kiss him.

avu: I will not kiss you

I got up on top of him and he looked disappointed

sid: now I have to shower with cold water because of you.

I couldn't avoid to smile

He kissed me on the cheek and then walked out.

I really go crazy very fast.