Wait for you: Sequel

.13.

*Momo's POV*

"What happened to your beard Mr. Man-with-a-big-smile?" Jeongyeon asked me and I shook my head. We were on a cab going back to the hotel.

"I didn't realize you *hiccup* were this beautiful Mr. Man-with-a-big-smile. Are you *laugh* seeing anyone? I mean if you are then I'm ok with it but if you are not, then I'm also not seeing anyone. So you know *hiccup*"

I shook my head but her sentence caught my attention.

Isn't she seeing Jimin?

"What about that boy you are dating?" Jeongyeon looked at me with a very confused look.

"Who? Oh you meant Jimin? He left like everyone does. I don't blame him though, I mean who would want to out up with this?" I felt a pang of guilt hearing her words.

"You look like a sweet person to me."

"*Chuckle* who me? *Laughs* sorry if I offended you by laughing but I'm not that sweet, I'm a loser. A loser who only gave even when she was losing everything." Jeongyeon said as she leaned back to the side of the door.

"I never show anyone anything beside my smile you know. It's because I don't want them to worry. I always smile and laugh even when someone intentionally hurt me because.... I feel weak. Mr. Man-with-a-big-smile do you know anyone that I could date??"

I didn't know what to say back to her, I felt like the worst personn in the whole entire world. I had no idea she was going through so much, I feel like I should protect her from everything that's hurting her in this world.

Should I ask her about me?

"Tell me about your past girlfriend, what was her name again?"

"Momo *chuckle* dude you sure seem interested in her. I'm mean who can blame you? Aish where do I even start, *hiccup* Mr. Man-with-a-big-smile I think *places hands on her mouth*"

"Oh no!"

........

Patting on her back and holding her hair was something that I missed. She passed out right after she puked her guts out. I felt bad but it also felt good to take care of her.

Taking her to her room was a bit difficult, I mean the states of people was one thing and the fact that her room was almost on the 10th floor was another. She was most definitely passed out and my hands was starting to give away, luckily we were on her floor. I placed her on the ground and then only I realized that I didn't have the keys to her room.

"Jeongyeon, Jeong, do you know where the keys to your apartment is?"

"Jeongyeon, Jeongyeon, Jeongie"

"M..Momo is that.... Aish my head, I'm still at the bar aren't I? Oh it's just you Mr Man. Yeah, my keys. Where?? Oh *searches her pocket* here it is. Here you go Mr. *Puts her hands foreward with the keys*."

I smiled a bit and took the keys from her extended hand.

"Now how am I going to get you inside?"

"*Smile* I can do that by myself, thank you Mr. Bartender. My head is exploding and I might pass out soon, you should get going. I mean it is getting late." Jeongyeon said smiling to herself.

"I can't leave you here."

"I will be ok. Trust me dude, I have had worse days and you have to get back to your shop don't you? Thank you for doing all the things you did today." Jeongyeon stumbled a bit as she let herself inside her room. I watched go in and I felt sad? Angry? Frustrated?

She didn't lock the door, she simply laid down on the bed and slept. I cursed myself for entering the room, I shouldn't be here.

This should be the final closure before.. I move on.

Everyone deserves better, I shouldn't cling on the past. This should be it.

I sat down beside her on her bed.

"Jeongyeon-ah I don't know if you are going to remember this but I'm Momo. *Chuckles* you're ex. Yeah I can finally say that I'm your ex." She tilted her face towards me and smiled.

"You're not Momo, Momo looks like an angel."

Was that a compliment or should I be offended?

"*Smile* Jeongyeon-ah, the thing we had was all in the past and I can see that you have already figured that out on your own but I still has to figure that out myself. That relationship caused a lot of pain for both of us especially you and I don't think I can forgive myself for what happened, even if you say everything is ok. *Smiles again* it was really something wasn't it? But I think we should move on, I should move on, we are not going to gain anything by doing what we are doing. Even though I badly want to, so badly wanted to be with you, I can't. I'm going back tomorrow evening and I will properly say goodbye to you tomorrow, I promise." I leaned down and kissed her forehead.

(A/n : did you get the reference in this scene? It's from the first book. It's similar to the scene where Jeongyeon was saying goodbye to Momo at the hospital.)