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"I'll check up on him" I stated, getting up from my seat. I walked all the way up to our floor and knocked on his shared room door. I opened the door slightly too peek my head in between the door and it's frame.
"Go away," Jisung said which made me taken back slightly from the rude tone in his voice. Not wanting to pissed him off more I just backed away and went back down to see the others playing a game to make sure there was content for the show.
"Channie oppa, you might want to go up there," I whispered into his ear after lightly tapping his shoulders. He got up as I replaced his spot in the mafia game they were playing.
After playing the game Jisung and Chan came back down, Jisung with a clearly fake smile, but did not once look at my direction. Forgetting about it, all 13 of us started a new game of who knows who better, Stray kids vs Starlights.
I was up as i asked my questions to my members, "What song did i sing to audition to get into JYP?"
As the members wrote the answers down on the board I counted down to 0 asking them to turn their boards, all giving different answers I told them that I sang to 'Beautiful' by Crush sunbaenim.
"CJ got it right!!" I shouted cheering at our maknae. We continued playing till it was 10pm.
"Alright, CJ, Goeun and Jeongin, off to bed yall go its 10pm already, good night our kids," Chan said rushing three of us to bed. Getting up the 3 of us jumped up happily skipping up the steps and into our room.
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Waking up the next day at 7 in the morning in order to go practice for a group dance cover we are gonna do. Today Stray Kids was free instead of us.
"Bye guys!" Starlight bid the boys a bye before leaving the house, praying they don't trash the whole place.
We got into our practice room and placed our things down before we started stretching. We are doing a dance cover of NCT Dream sunbaenim's ridin' as Danoh, Seungjin and I are big fans of theirs along with NCT 127 and of course Wayv and NCT U too.
After practising for a long time, I got up to walk to our idol's lounge room to get myself a cup of coffee and an extra cup for any of the skz members, remembering that Chan said some are here.
I walked to their dance room when I slightly open the door to surprise them but to be greeted with a dark room and faint sobs being heard.
I crack the door open more and to see Jisung sitting at the corner of the room, head in between his knees and arms around his head.
"Jisung oppa?" I asked softly, approaching him with caution. He slightly shifted in his place to look up to me with teared stained face.
"Oppa are you okay?" I asked, this time seated next to him on the cold floor. I silently placed my hand on his knee telling him it's okay and to let it all out.
"It's going to be okay oppa, don't worry about it, let it all out," I repeated patting his buried head.
After a while of comforting him, he finally calmed down and wiped his tears dry. Sitting in silent for a few minutes Jisung spoke up, "Sorry about that, this is embarrassing, i'm so sorry"
"It's okay oppa, but what was wrong?" I asked.
"I'm still upset about my mess up, I made everyone do the dance 5 times just because of my part, and once i got it right the next i forgot, or even forgotten my lines, I don't know what was wrong with me yesterday," he explained to me.
"Oppa, it's okay, everyone makes mistakes in their lives, maybe you were just too tired yesterday which made you not remember your lines or dance, but its okay cuz the outcome was great and no one was mad that you made them do it again and again, don't be too hard on yourself okay?" I reassured him, giving him a bright smile.
"Thank you Goeun, and also sorry about yesterday night, for raising my voice at you, when you just wanted to check on me, so sorry that, shouting "go away" was my first words to you, and sorry for not talking to you like the others are, i have very bad anxiety as the members would have told you already," Jisung went on and on, about how sorry he is. I accepted his apologises and got up.
"Keep up the good work and take care of yourself, your health and well beings and... I hope we won't be awkward anymore,I got to go back to practise, the members might be wondering where i wad," I said before walking out of the room and giving him a small bow.
"Wait! Please don't tell anyone about this situation just now, it's our secret, i'm too embarrassed," He said, scratching him neck, stopping me from leaving. I nodded and walked back to the practise room.
"Where were you? What took you so long?" Yerin asked me, once i entered the room.
"Sorry unnie, I visited Skz's practise room for a while and lost track of time," I told her, trying to not give too much information on Jisung's situation.
The rest of the day we had constant practice, making mistakes left and right over how hard the choreography is.
Soon, we finally ended the practice at 9:30 pm, Yerin suggested we go chill back at the dorm and film a little something for the show as the next episodes would be only skz if we didn't go.
Before leaving, I creeped away from the bunch, walking to see if Jisung was still practicing. I knocked on the door lightly, opening it right after.
"Oppa?" I called out, he answered with a hum so I walked in.
"Want to go back to the dorm? we are just leaving, it's really late," I asked him as he was dancing still.
After ending the song he packed his things and we left. Meeting back with the others they again asked me where i was.
"Sorry, I thought we should give Jisung oppa a ride instead, so i went to see if he was done" I explained.
They nodded and we went on our way, back to the dorm.
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