Fast Times At Clairemont High [Vic Fuentes]

[twenty]

Y/ns pov. TW
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It's gonna be fine y/n she is going to respect your decision... Plus it's your life not hers. Yeah I'm sure it would be fine. I repeated that over and over in my head as I walked up a hill to my house. I took a different route today, I thought it would be more interesting but it really wasn't.

Ivy clawed at the old wooden gate which read 'serendipity' in rusty old metal on the front of it. I unlatched it and pushed it open to see my mum standing in the kitchen window washing the dishes.

"Ah y/n home already?" She said
"Hah yep!" I said anxiously
"You have a good day today?" She asked as she started to drain the manky dish water.
"It was alright same old trash really..." I said, trying to keep my cool.
"Look mum I have to tell you something" I said as boldly as I could but my heart rate increased rapidly.
"Yes sweetheart what is it?" She asked
"Uh..." I was really over reacting.
"Well me and Vic are good friends again and I want you to understand that I'm going to hang out with him not matter what happens ok?" I said quickly hoping she would understand.
"Really? I mean...y/n..." She looked annoyed i was scared.
"It seems like you have both been through a lot, so its your decision, but if he hurts you don't come running to me..." She said. I sighed, not the most positive outcome but better than a whole lecture about it.
"Ok thanks for understanding" I said out of politeness and went to my room to get changed. I figured it would be best for me to wait a bit longer before asking about the whole tour thing. As if I could even go anyway?

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I got dressed into some old baggy jeans and a black top. O also put on a couple chains to spice up my outfit a bit. After all of today, the stress and chaos of it, the least I could do for myself was make me feel cute.

First thing I did was go back onto my phone and unblock Vic's number. I searched through the blocked number list and found only one. I assumed it was him. I opened the messaged to see multiple from him a month ago. I felt immense guilt reading it. But, things could be different now.

I stared at myself in the mirror dissapointedly. I didn't like who I was I wanted to change my appearance, my voice, my personality. I guess I just didn't want to be me? I coudln't really do that much about it unfortunately.

Y/n- hey Vic how are you doing after today please take care of yourself x

In 10minutes I was supposed to meet him at the park but I didn't want him to have to walk down so I just went to his house instead, since he was sent home early.

I stood at his door and knocked multiple times. To my surprise Mike opened the door. I was shocked and awkwardly waved and prayed he knew that we made up...

"Oh...y/n?" He asked
"Oh uh... Yeah hey Mike, I just want to apologise you must be so confused right no-"
"No need y/n, Vic filled me in. It's not your fault your parents don't let you have that much freedom." He said. I was shocked he understood and took it so well after what happened in the bathroom with Vic today.
"You mind if I come in?" I asked
"No of course not come in" he said hobbling on his crutches.

I sat down near the door way as I did the laces of my shoes.
"So Mike how much longer have you got left in that cast?" I wondered.
"Oh I think 2weeks?" He said uncertainly, but I guess it was just an average.
"Oh that's great, it will be off well before the tour then" I said as I stood back up.
"Oh Vic told you about that?" He raised an eyebrow at me.
"Oh he did, sorry was I supposed to not know?"
"No no you're fine, I was just wondering"

After the conversation with Mike I ran upstairs to see Vic he was sat on the end of his bed still in his school uniform from ages ago. It still had small amount of blood stain on it, making me sadly walk up to him and give him a hug.
"Vic you're still in your uniform?!" I asked surprised.
"I haven't ha the motivation to get out if it hah" he face was so sunken and exhausted. I sat next to him as we both stared out onto his bedroom which was plastered with pictures. His room was exactly the same. Not s thing had changed since I last was here. Even the pile of clothes in the corner was still there.

Except on his desk was a jar of sleeping pills to my belief or some sort of pills. I looked at him now flopped on the bed.
"Oh Vic..." My face softened and I felt so upset knowing the pain he was in, and how truly list he must be.
"Cmon get up let's clean you up and get you nice and clean" I said enthusiastically.

He slowly pushed himself up off the bed and I picked out some nice comfortable pyjamas for him as they are the superior clothing. It was a black and red plaid trousers and plain white oversized shirt. He went off to the bathroom to get changed and i waited for him.

He took a good few minutes so I decided to write him a small not which I placed under the jar of pills by the side of his bed. I respected his privacy so I didn't go snooping around or anything. Although it pained me to see them there and that he was in such danger, doing this would hopefully help even just a bit. It was a small price of paper which I folded up so it was smaller than the jar and couldn't be seen form the outside.

On the too of the folded paper. I wrote
If you're seeing this read me:)

Then inside it said.

Hey Vic, this is y/n currently I'm sat in your room and you're getting changed in the bathroom.you don't know I'm writing this obviously but I can't express to you how much I want to just spill out my heart to you and tell you everything that's happened and everything that I'm thinking, but I know you're lot in the position for that right now and I understand ;)

If you're seeing this then I just want to let you know you're so loved, you're perfect in everyway and im so heartbroken that I caused this, but promise me to take care of yourself <3 I don't deserve you please stay safe!

Xoxox y/n

Suddenly, I heard the latch from the bathroom door open so I quickly folded up the paper and slipped it under the jar and out the blue ball point pen back on his desk.

"See that's better. You look all comfy now" I grinned. His limbs looked so much bigger than they actually were due to just how oversized the clothes were.
"Hey wait there I'll come to you." He chuckled and stood in the doorframe to the bathroom. I lightly ran over to him and took him over to the sink.

"I'm sorry if this stings but it's better than an infection" I lightly ran my index finger over the bandages, spotches completely drenched with blood. I was dissapointed but I knew I had to help him.

Gently I peeled them off his arms and threw them in the trash. I ran the cold water slowly over his arms.
"Eeesh" he winced and stook a sharp breath in through his gritted teeth.
"I swear I didn't even know I did them that deep..." He said as he looked up in the mirror and frowned.
"Hey don't look so sad ok? These things happen and I'm here to help you now. And I promise I wont leave." I said looking at his refection.
"I know you are" he said reassuringly and gave me a peck on the cheek. I blushed and looked back down trying to force away a cheesy smile.

"There that's all better." We sat back down in his room and he looked a lot happier now.
"Thanks for this y/n I know it must have been a lot of stress on you... I didn't mean for this-"
"Hush Hush it's fine it's honestly no problem" I was trying hard to make a change to the way I was treating him and all people in general... Except for English class forget that happened.
"I don't think I'm gonna come in to school for the next week, I just can't face it." He said dissapointed.
"It's understandable, take as much time as you need" I responded.

"You're too nice y/n" he said softly.
"I beg to differ... Let's forget that. I'm just glad I'm here now" I said
"That's what is most important" he agreed.

He grabbed my hand slowly and enlaced his fingers, resting them between mine. I just smiled and realised that I could finally not stress again.

"I think it's best I leave you to get some rest and recover Vic... You've been through a lot today" I remarked.
"Yeah you're probably right" although the last thing I wanted to do now was leave him alone, I thought it was best.

I grabbed my phone off the side of the table and made my way out when I heard him say.
"Wait y/n. One more thing, you know about the whole tour, I know it's highly unlikely you can get away with it but if this helps we can pay for your flights and accommodation? Alsoooo...." He said in a leading way.
"Alsoooo?"
"Also I was wondering if maybe you could sing for me? Just on a few songs though! We need a female voice!" He said enthusiastically.
"What. Me?! I for the life of me CANT sing. And on stage what?!" I was so confused.
"Well I'll be the judge of that we can meet up soon and i'll see for myself..." He smirked.
"Whatever you say" I joked and made my way home