3 MONTHS

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❝ you fit me better than my favorite sweater ❞

6:00 pm

"the bowl's empty, good job
you ate it all!"

suna then gave you a sleepy smile.

suna rintarou
"im gonna sleep for a while bub,
do whatever you want".

before you could even respond suna
laid himself on the bed again and
drifted off to sleep.

but you just sat on his bed, the
bowl in your hands almost dropping
just because you were a blushing mess
when you heard him called you "bub".

after what seemed like minutes you
finally stood up and placed his phone on
his study table near the corner of his room
before going out the door.

when you went downstairs you cleaned
the bowl and went back to his room.

you really wanted to stay more so
you decided to clean his room. after
placing the books that was once on the
floor on the shelves, and throwing away
some leftovers of food and chip bags,
you started to pick up the clothings
on the floor.

as you were sitting down on a
chair and sorting out his clothes a
polaroid picture fell out on one of
the jacket's pockets.

you picked it up only to see it was a
picture of suna and arai ishiko

suna's ex-girlfriend.

you can't lie she's a nice person.
no wonder suna fell in love with her,
she's everything your not,

and suddenly you had some flashbacks
of last year.

Flashback

(play the song above)

you were walking down the halls
when you saw suna and coincidentally
your lockers are next to each other.

you both greeted each other and
talked for awhile about later's volleyball
practice

but he noticed you shivering.

he took off his hoodie and gave it
to you though you weren't that close and
said to wear it and you can keep it, you
smiled and nodded at him and you felt
a blush creeping up to your cheeks
and ears .

suna rintarou
"it looks better on you".

you gave him a small smile and
then you saw a figure walk by,
then you looked to suna and saw
they way he looked at her,

oh how you wanted to cry.

'what a sight for sore eyes'.

you thought while sighing then
you closed your locker and bid him
a goodbye. he also said his goodbyes
but he was still looking at the direction
ishiko went.

she's got you mesmerized
while i die.

—

you, the twins, and suna walked
to the canteen and saw Ishiko inside,
she waved to the three of you so
you waved back.

"oh by the way suna thanks for the
hoodie that you once gave it's really
comfy".

"i just forgot to say thank you for
awhile now".

suna rintarou
"oh no problem. it's
comfy cause it's cotton".

miya atsumu
"hey, look at ishiko's sweater
kinda looks familiar".

suna rintarou
"oh thats mine too, she got cold
so i gave her my sweater though
it's just polyester".

'But you still like her better'.

Wish I were Arai Ishiko

End of flashback

you still stared at the polaroid picture
and remembered how ishiko is. she's
your definition of perfect. she had
everything, looks, smarts, popularity,
money, kindness.

'How could I hate her she's
such an angel'.

you never hated her but you did envy
her she just had something or more like
someone that you wanted.

'i shouldn't dwell on the past now'.

you sighed and looked at the polaroid
once more and placed the polaroid back
at the pocket of that jacket and continued
to fix his clothes and clean his room.

after an hour or so you were finally
finished then you heard the front door
open and close so you went downstairs
to see who it is,

it's suna's mom.

"ah, good evening suna's mom!"

you then proceeded to bow.

"Im l/n y/n! im suna's friend
and also the volleyball club
manager".

"i came by to drop off his homework
and also took care of suna for awhile.
i hope you dont mind!"

mrs. suna
"oh, no worries dear! and
please call me aiko".

you finally lifted up your head and
smiled at her while nodding.

"i also used some ingredients from
the kitchen to make suna some vegetable
soup. If you want I can do some grocery
shopping for you".

mrs. suna
"oh no it's fine dear.
don't worry about it".

mrs. suna
"perhaps you want
to stay for dinner?"

"i appreciate the offer but i really
must get going".

you said with a sad smile while
nervously rubbing the back of your
neck. she just giggled and smiled and
the both of you bid your goodbyes.

once you left, Suna's mom went
upstairs to see suna and to her
surprise his room is clean.

it wasn't dirty like she saw when she
left earlier this morning for her job.

the only person she could think of
who cleaned the room is you because
she knew her son would rather sleep than
clean his room.

she smiled and closed the door.

mrs. suna
"If only my son didn't waste his time
on another girl".