The night was dark, I can feel myself suffocating with my own breath, my chest clutching as if somethings crushing it. I can't move, all I can do is cry until there's no tears left to pour.
All I want is to forget everything, everyone. I want to run, far from them. But it seems like even if I hide, there's no way to escape, it's all in my mind. Vividly reminding me of what happened that night, it hunts me, they hunts me, everyday, everysecond, even in my sleep.
I'm tired, I'm so tired that I want give up and pray that this pain will stop but then no one's responsible for this but me. It my fault, its all my fault.
Sometimes I wish that someday there was something..... or someone that will grab me from this despair and lead me like a firefly within the darkness giving me just a lit of light in my suffering.
