I never once understood why the drugs were so appealing. But now I do, I understand why will and mil love weed so much. I feel it in my veins coursing through my blood. I crave that high but for me it's worse, the high os never enough. I want more, I want to get higher than before. I want drugs and I feel like I cant live without it. Weed, oxi, xanax, molly, coke, I want it all and im so ashamed of myself. I want acid. I want to deteriorate and rot with this everlasting high. I'm sorry to myself for who I have become. At this point I am a slave to my demon who are constantly harassing me and telling me im not good enough. I wish I could get better but it seems as if I can not.
I
Am
Losing
My
Fucking
Mind.
I
Need
A
Better
High.
I want drugs
I want drugs
I want drugs
I want drmgs
I wajt druns
Iwajudrhgs
Iwanthappiness.
What do I want?
-Nes
