Chapter 22, Vow to watch and betray

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A/N: THIS IS THE SECOND CHAPTER I UPLOADED TODAY

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A/N: THIS IS THE SECOND CHAPTER I UPLOADED TODAY. MAKE SURE YOU READ CHAPTER 21 FIRST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super short chapter up ahead. 

Amber is

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Amber is... beautiful.

In another life, at another time, I could've been the one to stand at that dais waiting for her... If life wasn't so complicated and happy endings were guaranteed like in the movies... If I wasn't such a bad person, a liar and the brother of her enemy.

Instead, I'm only watching her walk down the aisle.  I'm a spectator. 

The officiant starts the wedding, but I don't listen to his words. I can only watch the girl I'm in love with stare at a guy I'm not even supposed to hate... Xavier isn't a bad person. Neither is Amber... But... quite recently I learned that good people can still do bad things. 

Not me though.

I'm not even a good person. I'm just Blake, the betrayer, watching with hate as the girl I can never have is having the happiest moment of her life. I should be glad for her... I should be relieved that the girl I love is happy, however brief. I know Owen is, but Owen has always been better than me...

I'm done.

I'm done apologizing for the man I am. I'm a liar, a betrayer and honestly, a coward. There's no need for me to pretend anymore. After last night, I knew my choice and accepted it. Amber's own decisions has confirmed the difficult choice I made. At the end of the day, it came down to her actions leading up to this moment.  Today, I will follow through. I will unapologetically go down in history as Blake, the betrayer. Why? All because I love my family. I cannot forget the memories we made before the world turned to shit. And of course, Amber herself. I learned a painful truth about that girl.

Silently, I watch Xavier and Amber start their vows and knowing my brother is close, I start to make my own vows before I throw everything I built, away. I vow to watch and betray. To be the devil I was always meant to be.

The golden girl died a long time ago. I haven't seen her in ages. What does it matter if today is the last day my eyes will fall upon her replacement?

 What does it matter if today is the last day my eyes will fall upon her replacement?

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Yassss goldies!

This is super super short, but I just wanted Blake's perspective before it all goes down. Next chapter is up in a few hours so please make sure you're reading all of this in order. Very important.

How many of you hate Blake?

How many of you still love him?

Stay golden, stay cabbage!

~Holly Shmit

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