There's only a few more chapters until this book ends! Then there will be a sequel!
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4 months later ...
Ayana POV
So far, the doctors told me that London only has a five year survival rate. Let me tell y'all, I didn't drop no tear at all. I believe in God that my child will survive this cancer and live longer that expect . I can't go by what the doctors words, I go according to God words. When he told me and my family that, we kicked him out the hospital room and we all begin to pray over my son. I have faith that my son will live longer, I don't care what nobody says. London smiles even though he's in pain, he smiles when he's sad, he even smile when he wants to cry. He smile throughout everything he goes through.
Many people come and visit him and play with him, even my students come to the hospital and give him presents.
Guess what!? Jacquees proposed to me! Yes a mf is engaged and 3 months pregnant! Our relationship is very strong, and he's around me and London more because he's stopped his singing career after an incident happened in California. He has his own tattoo parlor,shoe store, and his own clothing line called Feness . It's actually going great for him.
Also he told me why it bugged him that Jacya called me mama.
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Flash back
"Babe?" He said getting in the bed with me
"Yes?" I said putting my down the book I was reading
"I'm ready to talk about what happened to Jacya mom" he said laying on my stomach.
He was silent for a few minutes then he finally spoke .
"It all started when I caught her doing cocaine in front of Jacya . I actually blame myself for her doing cocaine because, I used to be in the game. Well, I'm kinda still in the game. It's hard to get out, but anyways. The first time she tried it was when I asked her to test it, because you know I always have to have the best product. Then when she did, she liked it. I thought it would be a one time thing. Then when I went home to go check on her and Jacya, she was doing it in front of Jacya. We got into a argument, one thing led to another. Then she bent down to Jacya level and said 'Look baby girl mommy is going far away. Don't let no women take my place okay? I love you' then she ran out the house. I grabbed Jacya and got inside the car and was chasing her down. I found her by the bridge on top of the rail. I said 'Jakayla no! Jacya needs her mother!' She said 'It's my time to leave' the she jumped down from the bridge. She killed herself because the drugs . The drugs did that! " Jacquees was crying into my shirt
"She left me and Jacya, she was my first of everything. First kiss,First love, I gave my virginity up to her, she had my first child. You don't know how bad it hurts"
It was sad to see my baby like this. He calmed down a little then slowly drifted off to sleep.
Flashback Over
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But now, he's fine with her calling me mommy because he said that I'm a mother figure to her . I love Jacya to death, I treat her like my own.
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"Ma'am, you're son is actually progressing. The treatment is working and he's doing perfectly fine. We'll just see what the future hold for us" the doctor said
"Mhm." I said rudely
This doctor, I don't like him for shit. He told me that I should just stop caring because London is gonna die soon. I went ham on that ass, I called him every name in the book. He got me fucked up talking to me that way. Foreal, he better be happy my daddy wasn't there at the time because he would be dead by now.
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The doctor rolled his eyes and walked out the room
"I know this white mother fucker didn't roll his eyes!" Ms.Brown said
Lately me and Ms.Brown-- well Karlisa gotten close like bestfriend type of close . Guess who's her boyfriend? Damian Lillard, the basketball player that's on my brother's team. They are soooo cute.
"Karlisa calm down his ass ain't even worth it." I said grabbing her arm
The door opened and Jacquees walked in with Jacya and some Chinese food.
"Hey mommy!" Jacya said pecking my lips
"Hey baby girl." I said
She got into the bed with sleeping London and snuggle under his arms.
"Hey babe" Jacquees said kissing my lips
"Hey sweetie" I said
He gave me a take out box
"You didn't bring me nun" Ms.Brown pouted
"Girl shut up you know I didn't forget about you" he said handing her a box
"Thank you bro" she said dapping him up
Jacquees and Karlisa act just like brother and sister I swear. They always arguing.
"Brown they need you in room 112" a nurse said peeking through
"Okay" she said getting up and putting her shoes on
"I don't want to this badass white kid room. Y'all pray for me because is he throw up on me again imma whoop his little ass" she said
"Ass always wanna whoop somebody" Jacquees mumbled while feeding me.
"Shut the fuck up Quees" she said walking out
