Quarantine Boys

Part 2: The Texts

I quickly went back to my Snapchat app. Now I always get a little anxious when I get a text from someone new, and especially someone I don't really know.

Once I get to my texts, I slide to see the text without opening the text. If you don't know, Snapchat has it where you can slide on the message to see some of, if not all, of the text someone sent to you. His text read "Hey Alex. I'm your biggest fan and we actually used to go to school together. We weren't in any classes so you probably don't really remember me. I'm Jordan Angel. 😊"
JORDAN ANGEL. I KNOW EXACTLY WHO HE IS. He used to bully the mess out of me. He would always make up stupid rumors about me being gay. The reason why is probably because he found out I liked him in the 5th grade. His homophobic self made sure everyone knew I was gay. Or at least think I was. He made me so scared to go to school because I used to hate even the thought of liking boys. I thought he ruined any chance I had of even trying to trust guys after what he did. Or at least straight guys.

Wow he must really be obsessed with me, the creep. That's probably why he watches all my live-streams. I know stalkers become obsessed with their victims. I hope that wasn't the case, but I am kind of famous on Instagram so it is possible. And he did have a hatred towards me. I left my old school, St. Devota Middle and Highschool because of him. He ruined my 5th-9th grade years. And for such a "Welcoming and Accepting School" they just let me be get bullied. They let the rumors continue. And I was too scared to speak up about it. UGHH. I HATE HIS BULLY ASS. At least now I am able to talk about my experiences in life and move forward.

I open up the text and as soon as I do, his bitmoji shows up. Even his Bitmoji looks as douchebaggy as he does. I quickly left when he popped up. Of course he started typing again.
"Please respond." Me wanting to be the bigger person and act like I've moved on, I typed in "I remember you, unfortunately. You caused me a lot of trauma but I forgive you. If you've come to bother me again just don't. I have better things to do with my life than get bullied again by you." I know that was a lot to say but it made me feel better about the past feelings he brought up. And just to be clear- THOSE FEELINGS ARE ANGER AND SADNESS.

He literally left me on read. I honestly was about to block him but then something told me not to. It was like a third sense or something that detected he was going to text me.

So I just tried to forget about the emotions that he brought up. I went onto watching Netflix. I turned to Riverdale, one of my favorite shows. Honestly, the only reason why I really like it is because of KJ Apa or Archie. He is so cute and muscular.

Now not to get off topic but I notice that I am just really attracted to Hispanic, black, and Asian guys but I don't have a preference. I just lean towards them. This probably explains why I am attracted to KJ Apa who is like White and Samoan.

Going back on to the topic, the show just started to load when my phone lit up with a notification. FROM JORDAN. I don't know why I act so surprised cause I knew he would text me again. I know I should have blocked him but some of me wants to believe that he really wants to apologize. Then another notification from him...