Destroyed

Home.

I woke up and I feel much better compared to yesterday, Only on the pain. I'm going home today.

"Doctor said that you need someone to watch you until something happens to your mother."Brittney says

"You mean death?" I say, knowing that's what always happen when people are in coma except for the time in the book 'staying with her' but its nothing but a fantasy.

" I'm not saying that" Brittney says. I know but doesn't mean she's not implying it.

" its alright. My grandparents will watch me. Can I go home?"I say. But truth is I don't wanna go home. Its just gonna be memories. And I'm gonna have to face the fact father's gone and mom might be to.

"Yeah you can come on. But doctor said you have to stay off your leg for a little bit. You got lucky." She replys

Luck? More like bad luck ? Ever since I woke up from that dream or party its been nothing but bad. Its been destroyed.

My life is now destroyed.

.....

"I'm ready" I tell my grandpa

"Let's get going then" grandapa tells me.

The car ride is short but feels like forever. Its awkward, nobody is talking.

When we get home I go straight to my room and run to my bed. I stare at the ceiling for like 10 minutes. Then I hear a knock on my door and it disturbs my thoughts.

"Come in" I say to whoever is behind the door.

Its max he comes next to me on my bed. And out of nowhere I start to sob on his shoulders.

"Hey,hey you have me now and forever okay?" He tells me.

"Okay." I respond.

"Your grandma told me to tell you your father's wake is tomorrow." Max says.

I don't reply I just nod .

"Can you tell me what happened before the crash I don't remember anything." I say wanting to know.

" you were going to your grandparents house with your parents 1 day earlier for your birthday and me and Brittney came that day to tell you goodbye so we did and then you left to go and we heard about the crash and we came as fast as we could." He tells me.

Is it only me but his always with Brittney. No I can't be thinking about that no!

"I'll bring up the food you stay" he tells me

......

After I finish eating me and max lay down on my bed.

"Can you stay the night please I don't wanna face tomorrow alone"I tell him.

"Of course" he says.

Then he starts to kiss me longer then usually so I push away gently.

"What's wrong?" He ask

"Nothing I'm just tried" I lie. Its I can't be falling in love while I'm supposed to be grieving.

"OK let's sleep then" he says

And that's what I do I go to sleep soaking in all of the memories of my parents.

(Guys I'm not gonna update in a day or two cuz my cousin is coming to visit sorry but remember to vote and comment what you guys liked best.)