When I wake up its to that alarm clock, its so annoying. I haven't realized that.the whole time I just listen to that Melody.
My pillows are soaked,I've been crying. Max is not by my side .
Today its that day where I say goodbye to him. But I'm not ready. What if I'm never gonna be ready?
I go to the bathroom and take a quick hot shower then brush my teeth. I change into my black dress. And put some eyeliner on.I leave my hair out. I take a deep breath in and out scared as hell. Why? Why me? I kept asking myself as I walk down the stairs there was like a 70 people here. That's when I saw max with Brittney.
"I'm so sorry, I know what you feel like" Brittney tells me. That's the thing they don't know how I feel like. I feel like someone is taking my heart out of my body and crushing it to dust.
"Are you okay?" Max asks. No, I'm not okay he should know that. How could I be okay? Am I like similng right there I was about to cry but I tell myself to be strong.
"Yeah" I reply
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When everyone leaves I stand at the door having to say bye and shake there hands. Having to hear everyone say I'm sorry for your loss.
I went back inside and there was a picture of my father and I walk up to it. I start to tear seeing how happy he was. I want him back.
My grandpa comes and tells me that the funeral is after tomorrow and if i want to say a few things about him so I tell him yes.
"I'm gonna go to bed" I tell grandpa I had hell of a day.
When I get to my room I find a book on my bed with a note:
A book for you
Because people can't feel your pain
~unknown
Who could it be. Not sure. I take the book and start reading I get lost into it . I feel like the girl in the book. She understands my pain. After a while I get tired and close the book and put it on my desk I change my clothes but to tried to take out my eyeliner.
Max walks in and tells me he's leaving and kisses me good bye. Then Brittney comes in and tells me to sleep tight and that everything is gonna be alright then her and max leave.
I start listening to songs on my iPhone. I love hearing sad songs to heal my pain. Then I drift to sleep.
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Destroyed
Teen FictionShe had the perfect life. The perfect boyfriend, the perfect family, the perfect everything. Until one thing changed everything. It turned her life upside down. The people she thought she could trust she couldn't trust. She finally learned how the o...
