Private School

Chapter 28

Annie's POV:
Monday 7:12 am.
A- Julianna leblanc. a girl who does not cry over boys.
A- i will not cry.
I say while a tear runs down my face.
This weekend sucked.
I locked my self in kenzie's dorm the whole weekend.
Tegan has been-
I don't even know.
Kenzie has been trying her best to get me out the house.
Everyone has came over to check on me.
My weekend went like this.
I slept.
I woke up.
I didn't move.
I stared at the ceiling.
And the wall.
I curled up in a ball.
Cried some more.
Johnny came over.
I didn't say anything.
Jayden came over.
I didn't say anything.
Carson came over.
I didn't say anything.
Asher even came over.
I didn't say anything.
I still haven't lost all my tears.
They just are there.
I was getting ready for school.
I'm not gonna just sit around and cry.
I'm gonna make the most of it.
I put on some clothes of kenzie's so i didn't have to back to my dorm *look at the picture*
I curled my hair.
And maybe a little too much makeup.
Tons of concealer to hide the tear stains and a lot of red eyeshadow to make me look badass.
And red lipstick because why not.
I walked out the bathroom and grabbed my stuff and went to the lobby.
I saw carson and johnny talking to each other.
C- hey anns,you look- better?
A- thanks i don't wanna cry over some boy you know?
Truth is i'm crying my eyes out in the inside and screaming to get all my anger out.
Jo- i'm proud of you anns. i think hayden is skipping he seems super sad though.
C- yeah he looked heartbroken and super sorry.
Kinda like how you were!
Jo- carson how stupid are you?
A- guys i'm fine! i'm better now. hayden is just a boy i had a thing with just like the other guys i made out with before.
I'm not fine.
I'm not better.
Hayden is more than a make out.
Hayden is not just a boy.
Hayden is my everything.
Hayden makes me feel safe and happy.
He makes me-
Feel like everything to him.
I felt tears stinging my eyes.
Soon a tear fell down my face.
A- shit.
I said under my breath.
A- i'm sorry i can't.
I ran to the closest bathroom.
I couldn't breathe.
I screamed and fell to the floor.
I can't breathe.
Annie.
He's a boy.
Inhale.
Exhale.
Inhale.
Exhale.
I cried more.
I stood up and looked in the mirror.
My mascara is smudged
Damn it
I grabbed a makeup wipe from my bad and wiped off my makeup
I sighed it my appearance
I walked to class right as the bell rang
I wanted to sit in a corner in the back and sleep
There was this one kid in my seat
Well it isn't mine but I want it
A- get up
?- no I was here first!
A- I don't fucking care kid!
He rolled his eyes and got up
I sat down and banged my head on the desk