Private School

Chapter 29

Hayden's POV:
Monday 7:18 am.
I'm lost.
What is this girl doing to me?
I never felt more broken.
I never felt so lost and confused.
I don't understand anything.
This whole weekend consisted of me sitting and thinking.
I held in my tears.
Somehow.
It started when annie was leaving friday.
I was confused.
She was dressed all nice and extra as always.
Had a new hairstyle like always.
And natural makeup which was unnecessary.
I tried to ask her but she just ignored me.
I just wanted to know.
She always told me here she would go.
So i did what anyone else would have done.
I think.
I followed her.
Once she left i waited a few minutes after and followed her.
She went to jaydens dorm.
But Jayden was with carson?
Jayden answered the door.
Or so what i thought.
Asher opened it and hugged Annie.
Annie walked in and i sighed with frustration.
She was on a date with him?
I didn't know if i was jealous or not at the time.
but due to a lot of thinking i figured out that i was jealous.
I was jealous.
Jealous.
Of a boy who could easily make a girl like Annie fall for him.
Juliana leblanc.
A girl who is funny,loving,caring, tough,and isn't afraid to fight some one.
Fuck.
I love Julianna Leblanc.
It is monday and i just wanted to skip.
I can't face seeing annie.
She hates me.
I don't hate her.
Not at all.
I hate myself.
I fucking hate myself for what i did.
Annie deserves so much better.
I haven't seen annie at all.
I think she crashed at Kenzie's or Jayden's.
No one would tell me.
The boys came over but i barely even talked.
The girls came over too.
They were upset at first but knew that i didn't mean it.
I barely even ate.
I didn't have an appetite.
I stayed in my bed.
The only time i got up was when someone was at the door or when i needed to go to the bathroom.
Johnny and Carson knocked on my door and saw me still in my bed.
Jo- hey you doing okay?
H- no.
C- Johnny he is obviously not okay. idiot.
Carson punched Johnny in the shoulder.
Johnny winced and held his shoulder in pain.
I rolled to my side and stared at the wall.
Jo- you going to school though right?
I sat up and stared at them.
I groaned and slammed my head on my pillow.
C- I'm gonna take that as a maybe
Jo- if you don't go to school we will see you after okay?
I shook my head and they left
I checked the time
7:38 am
Yeah no
I'm fine with consequences or night school