I just want to thank y'all for almost 300 reads and almost 20 votes it really means alot to me. This chapter is inspired by the song Dicksea used to come out as "StRaIgHt" lol. Enjoy and my Chavani Chapter will also be out soon. I'll try posting it sum time over the weekend.
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Dixie POV
Addison and i have been talking for some time now, yeah we're friends but id love to be more than friends and i recently discovered (if i can put it like that) im bi-sexual i mean i always used to judge my sexuality but i actually excepted it now that i've met Addison, nobody knows yet other than Addison and my sister Charli. I don't know how im going to tell my parents! I know my mom will support me or at least i think so she's always supported me no matter what but my dad on the other hand he... i know for sure would most probably write me off or something. That guy is next level homophobic and it pisses me off that i can't be myself around him, im scared i slip up or i do something wrong. I don't want to ruin the family, i don't want to be known as the daughter thats a disappointment to the family and i hate to put Charli in such a position. But i can't carry on like this i need to stop living a lie, i feel trapped like I'm in a other persons body and i dont know who it is but soon this will change right? Like they say the truth will set you free...well lets hope for the best cause Charli, Addison and i are on our way to meet my parents at dunkins (Charli's idea ofc) to tell them everything. I'll be doing all the talking Charli and Addison is just tagging along for moral support and free donuts and coffee. "Hayy its going to be fine don't worry about it sweatheart" Addison says as she places her hand on my tigh and i just give her an awkward smile as i focus back on the road. Addison came out gay to her parents and they accepted her with open arms i just hope mine does the same. "Dix we're here" Charli says as she taps me on my shoulder.(Addison was driving if that wasn't clear) I get out of the car and walk up to dunkins, as i enter i see my parents sitting at a table with coffee and donuts my mother motions us to come over and i feel myself tense up again. Addison probably saw me tense up cause she rubbed my back and gave me a warm smile that i tried to return but failed miserably.
We reached my parents table and the three of us took a seat across my parents. "Hey girls, how you doing?" My mom asked us and we all just smiled and said we're fine. "Pix you said you needed to talk to us and it sounded serious over the phone" my mom said with a worried face, i felt myself tear up for no reason at all cause i havent even said anything yet "oh-uhm yeah well..." i tried getting out "heyy hun don't cry, just take a deep breath and relax then try again. No need to rush. Take all the time you need, we'll be waiting" my mom said in a calming voice. My heart broke at the words of my mom for i know i'll be braking her heart soon. I breathed in then out and closed my eyes and slowly opening it again as i calmed down.
"Uhm mom dad- im bi-sexual, i kinda realised recently that i like boys and girls but mostly girls" i said to scared to meet their eyes as i looked up i saw my mom smiling and she was about to say something when my father said "no dixie your not your straight your just confussed right now... we all know you only like boys" i can't believe he just said that "no im not dad, im 100% sure that i like both girls and boys" he hit the table with his fist making us all flinch "WHAT?" he yelled as my moms smile faded "dad please-" "NO DIXIE I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT, I DIDN'T RAISE ANYONE TO BE A DYKE" my father yelled at me his words cut deep into my heart and broke me but i wasnt suprised and for some reason didnt feel sad or anything but i knew i was tearing up "marc calm down don't make a scene " my mom said "Dad please hear her out" Charli tried saying "NO HEIDI DON'T TELL ME TO CALM DOWN AND CHARLI STAY OUT OF THIS" he yelled and i saw how frightened she was cause he never spoke to any of us like that before "HAY DON'T SPEAK TO HER LIKE THAT" i said raising my voice not caring if his my dad "OH PLEASE YOU SHUT UP, YOUR A DISAPPOINTMENT IM DISGUSTED TO BE ASSOCIATED AS YOUR FATHER, AS LONG AS YOUR A DYKE I WILL NO LONGER BE YOUR FATHER" he said as i let tears roll down my face "WHAT DAD... WHAT DO YOU THINK BEING GAY IS A CHOICE?"i asked starting to really get mad "EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS A CHOICE DIX" "NO NOT THIS, DO YOU THINK I CHOSE TO BE LIKE THIS? NO I DIDN'T CAUSE I KNEW HOW YOU FELT ABOUT SUCH THINGS AND I DON'T WANT TO BE HATED BY MY OWN FATHER" i said full on crying "DIXIE THE DAY YOU DECIDE TO NOT BE A FAGGOT IS THE DAY I'LL BE YOUR FATHER AGAIN BUT UNTILL THEN I WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU" he said then left the cafe, i can't believe he said that i can't believe that he isnt even trying to understand what im saying i fucken hate him. "Dix im sorry about your dad, he doesnt mean it he just needs time to process everything" my mom said rubbing my arm "no mom you and i both know thats how he feels and nothings changing his mind, but its fine i'll get over it his not much use anyway and i dont ever want to see him anyways" i said as i rolled my eyes at the thought of Marc fucken d'amelio "Well if thats how you feel then i guess i can't stop you but just know im here for you and i'll always support you hun but i have to go now" she says as she gets up and so do i "Thanks mom, it means alot. I love you" "i love you to hun bye now, and sorry Addison that you had to see that bye girls enjoy your day further and dix dont stress to much" my mom says as charli and addison say bye "bye mom and trust me i won't " i smiled as she left. Yes my fathers words hurt me but...
SCREW HOMOPHOBIC MARC FUCKEN D'AMELIO
"Dix are you okay?" Addison asked me as she and my sister got up " yeah of cause i am, i don't need him"
Addison POV
My heart broke when she said that. Everything happened so fast and before i could prosess everything we were already in the car eating ice-cream and Dixie jamming out to sweater weather. I guess this doesn't bother her. After awhile of driving and jamming out to the most gayest songs we pulled up into the hype house drive way. We entered the house and dixie and i went up to our room. "Heyy Addi you wanna make a tik tok with me?"
Dixie POV
Great nows the time for me to tell her that i like her and maybe i can come out to my fans, yeah and i know just the way to do it "heyy Addi you wanna make a tiktok with me?" "Sure dix, what must i do?" "Just stand there and be your beautiful self" she blushes at my words. I set up the tiktok and everything i chose the sound kolors the same sound i used to come out as straight a few months ago. I mean Addison won't have a problem with this she already came out to her fans so this is kinda all me.
Me and Addi stood there waiting for the video to start recording as the sound started playing _tell me she like boys and girls oh well thats okay_ i started lip syncing along and she just stood there with a confussed face when it said girls i pulled her in and kissed her passionately at first she was shocked but soon kissed back. The video ended and we pulled away, we just stared into each others eyes until i went to get my phone. I posted the tiktok with the description *i guess misunderstood the meaning the first time, seems like i got it now...right @ addisonrae?* After i posted i turned to Addison who still hasnt moved from her place "uhm so dix-" "i like you addison like, like like you" i cut her off she just simles and pulls me into another passionate and warm kiss. Charli then barges into the room "Yayyy y'all are finally dating!" She said and we just laughed.
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I guess dix is bipolar or sum🤷🏻♀️teehee🤭🤭.This is a really long chapter and sorry that its so much in dixies pov i just wanted to write about how she could be treated by her father if she came out of the closet. Marc D'amelio you turd! He can go eat dick cause you are what you eat right? Jks😹 but n e wayz sorry if this chapter sucked i dont really know how to write something like this cause im straight🙈and this is my first time writing a gay related book so please don't @ me(i don't know why i just said that). Also i hate the words dyke and faggot like i feel like its the most rudest words ever i don't see why people can get it over their hearts to call others that. Thanks for all the reads and votes i luv y'all ❤ i want to start writing another dixison book but this time not a one shots!? Idk but i might only start it when i go back to school. Enjoy your day/night idek 😌🖤 stay safe my babies and keep shipping dixison for clear skin🤭😏
My auto-correct hates me it keeps changing my how's into who's or maybe i just suck at spelling.
