DIXIE POV
Why? Why do i have to suffer from all this pain? What did i do wrong? Was i not good enough? Am i such a terrible daughter? What if i just leave?
All these questions were clouding my thoughts as i entered my bedroom and fell on to my bed. Today was just an awful day, not the normal depressed day that i always have today was worst. My boyfriend cheated on me, my father came home drunk nothing different and shitted on my head for nothing, im used to it by now but it still hurts...the words still hurt. Nobody wants to hear by their father that they're worthless and a disappointment. Tears were streaming done my face.
I didn't even realised that i fell asleep. I checked my phone and saw that I'd slept for 3 hours its now 19:00. I still didn't feel any better since before so i did the only logical thing a normal teenager does when they in such a state. I jumped in the shower and once i was done i put a black and white jeans on with a black tank top, i braided my hair, done my make-up and grabbed my phone and key and headed put the door. Yessir tonight Dixie D'amelio is going to get real drunk.
I arrived at the club and it was pretty full for being 21:30 only. I took a few shots then scanned the dance floor for some girl i could hook up. Im bisexual and since my boyfriend cheated on me i think i should move on to a girl. I scanned some more while downing more shots of vodka, my throat was burning from the strong spirits but it made me feel better. There was no cute girls so i decided i might as well just head home. I bought myself a bottle of vodka over the counter and headed to my car.
I finally got home safely, yeah i was pretty drunk but i was cautious (dont drive under the influence kids ;) ). I headed up the stairs bearly being able to walk in a straight line. I bumped into a few things on my way to my room. I sat on my bed and shot open the bottle of spirits and downed that shit like theres no tomorrow. My thoughts ran away with me again and this time i ended up crying so hard that it sobered me a bit. My emotions were all over the place i reached for my phone not having control over anything that im doing at the moment. I was well aware of what i was doing but i couldn't seem to stop, then i dialled the number and it rang i took a deep breath "hi"
ADDISON POV
My phone started ringing i answered "hi" i heard on the other end her breath was unsteady but calm "dix, it's 00:45 what are you doing up?" I asked with a raspy voice "yeah i know i just-" she said then stayed quite. Is she okay? a wave of worry washed over me. I heard about the whole Griffin and Darianka thing i hope Dixie's okay. Gremlin and Diarrhea are both pigs "can you come over please" she cut me out of my rant "yeah sure i"ll be there in 10 minutes" i said as i was already up busy looking for a hoodie and shoes. I snuck out the house and drove over to Dixie's house.
I pulled up in Dixie's driveway and walked up to the front door i was about to knock when i remembered Dixie giving me a spare key cause this is like my second home. I unlocked the key and entered the house, i locked the door again as i walked up the stairs. The kitchen light was still on and when i took a peep i saw Charli doing things to what looked like Avani, holy shit my eyes i ran as fast as i could to Dixie's room. I didn't bother knocking and just entered. When i opened the door the room was dark the only light was her bathroom light shining through. I walked further when my foot hit something i looked down and saw three alcohol bottles "dixie!" I whispered then i heard shuffling i got a fright but soon she answered "here addi" i followed till i saw her curled up in a ball on the floor. I ran over to her and fell to the floor and pulled her into a hug "dix its okay, everythings going to be okay" i said trying to comfort her.
We sat like that for a long time she didn't speak she just cried and i hugged her tighter and comforted her the best i could. "Why don't we go lay on your bed and cuddle?" I asked as i realised the floor getting really cold, all she did was nod and got up from the floor. I walked to her closet and grabbed sweats and a hoodie and threw it to her "here put this on before you lay" she did as she was told but she didn't put the hoodie on she just had her sports bra on. I couldn't help but stare at her perfectly placed abs "like what you see?" She asked in a cheeky way as i start to blush "uhm- shut up your just drunk" "-and horny" she added and i swallowed hard. She walked up to me "come on adds i know you want this" she said as she showed off her abs, i just rolled my eyes and looked at her. She stepped closer "ok fine if your not going to make the first move, i might as well someones supposed to have the balls in this relationship" she said pulling me into her as her arms wrapped around my waist ...wait 'relationship?'.
"Im going to kiss you now" she said softly and i nod we both leaned in untill i felt her lips on me, they fit like a puzzle. This kiss was rough but passionate. We pulled away for air i looked in to her eyes, it was filled with lust and well passion...is it wrong to look forward to whats going to happen next? She put her hands under my hoodie, undid my bra and said "Addi your so pretty, it hurts" she pushed me against the wall, threw my cloths to the floor "Adds, are you ready for more?" She asked even drunk she's still more gentle and caring than Bryce. I nod and she kissed me again and to be honest i was ready for more so i deepened the kiss.
DIXIE POV
I woke up to a banging headache i was about to sit up but something heavy was on me. I looked down and saw a nacked sleeping Addison on my chest and thats when last night came all flooding back i shut my eyes and layed my head on my pillow
...'it was a bad idea calling you up'...
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There ya go! Girl in red and a drunk dixie your welcome. Thanks for the reads and votes. This will be my last Chapter for a while now because im starting a other book and also im going back to school on sunday evening :/ I'll still be updating this book but just not as frequently as i used to🙈. n e wayz stream Be Happy by dixie_d'amelio 🖤☁️. Stay safe and don't forget to ship DIXISON and CHAVANI ❤💋✨. Btw this peaches bitch is starting to work on my nerves 💀what she said and what she's planning it sick and scaryy i hope Charli is clever about this and just stays safe. We don't want something bad to happen to her. 👁💧👄💧👁.
