Disconnected

18th

!!LAME CHAPTER AHEAD!!

{Pauline's PoV}

hinihintay ko ang order ko habang tumitingin ng text ng mga kaibigan ko, pati na kina mommy pero wala akong balak mag reply

From: mommy

Pau please tell me kung nasaan ka, please mommy is really worried

From: daddy

I know your going to read this, I'll let you Pau pero anak kung may kailangan ka, call me, okay? daddy loves you

From: 09050838737

babe please let me explain, let's talk about this

babe talk to me, I can't afford to lose you

babe I still love you

From: Jane

how are you? Tracy just talk to me don't worry I slapped her hard, take care Pau I'm going to wait for you

-flashback-

pagkatapos ko maligo ay tinakpan ko ang sarili ko ng towel  tsaka lumabas ng C.R. at nagulat ako na nasaloob si Lester at naka simangot

"you left me"

"maliligo ako eh ano gusto isama kita?"

"pwede naman"

"pilyo, go and fix your self may flight pa tayo"

"ayaw mag bihis ka muna"

"kaya nga mag bibihis ako kaya lumabas ka"

"no I'll stay hanggang sa makapag bihis ka" he smirked "mag bihis ka na or ako pa mag bibihis sayo?"

"jerk lumabas ka na"

-end of flashback-

bumalik lang ako sa kasalukuyan nung nag salita yung waiter

"ma'am here's your order" sabi ng waiter kaya tinago ko na ang phone ko

while eating I remembered what I saw, tuloy parin ako sa pag tatanong kung bakit, kung anong mali saakin, kung saan ako nag kulang, kung  bakit sa lahat ng babae sa mundo si ate pa

pero na realize ko mairap mag tanong ng walang sasagot pero mas mahirap nasarili mo ang kailangan humanap ng sagot

tuloy lang ako sa pag kain habang tinatanong ang sarili ko, nung biglang may lalaki na tumayo sa tapat ko, dahan dahan akong nag angat ng ulo at nakita ko si Kenneth

"may I?" he said

I nodded "sure"

"hindi ko itatanong kung kamusta ka dahil alam ko hindi ka okay"

tahimik parin ako at pinag lalaruan ang pasta sa harap ko "alam mo kasalanan ko lahat eh"

"w-what do you mean?"

"kung inagahan ko ang pag dating sana napigilan ko ang ate mo"

I chuckled "okay lang, tapos na eh baka hindi talaga kami para sa isa't isa"

"Pauline na alala mo ba nung bata ka may lalaki kang pinangakuan, kaso dahil iniwan ka niya nakalimutan mo na siya?"

tumingin ako sakanya, confused and shocked

"na alala mo sumumpa kayo sa harap ni Lance?"

"p-paano mo nalaman? b-bakit mo alam yan?"

he smirked and look straight to my eyes "I am Lance"

"paano?"

nag kwento siya saakin at unti-unti naman akong naliwanagan, naikwento niya na hinahanap ako ni Lester

oo aaminin ko I miss him but I'm hurt by what he did, I don't think kaya ko pa mag tiwala sakanya

"forgive Lester, please I beg you"

tumayo ako "I could but I can't, not now hopefully not ever"

tumayo rin siya at yumuko, hababg tinitignan ko siya hindi ko maiwasan maka feel ng guilt

"long time no see kuya Lance, but I need to go"

{Trixie's PoV}

Pumunta ako sa school para puntahan si Jane, mag makaka awa ako para makita si Pauline, I need to see my daughter she needs me

I saw her going at the library, and she's alone, I ran towards her and held her hand

"t-tita?"

"Jane please I beg you, tell me nasaan si Pauline"

"tita please let her"

"Jane please" my tears started to stream down my cheeks "please luluhod ako sa harap mo Jane just tell me where she is" I said and slowly kneel infront of her

"tita please stand up, I don't want to act rude but I'm doing this to protect her"

"then let me help you, let me protect my daughter" my tears are continuously falling

"protect your other daughter, she needs your attention more than Pauline does"

"what do you mean? are you saying that I'm a bad mother?"

"no Mrs.Gonzales I'm saying that Tracy is lack of attention, excuse me baka ma late po ako sa klase ko"

sinundan ko siya ng tingin realising she's right, me and my husband are too focused at work, little did we know our daughters are lacking attention

I can't be mad at Jane, because she help me to open my eyes, Pauline and Tracy grew up without us by their side

~ring~ring

"hon?" sabi ko habang pinipigilan ipahalata na umiiyak ako

'hon nasa office ka ba?'

"wala hon, bakit? need something?"

'nasa airport ako alam ko na kung nasaan si Pau, come here I'll text you the details'

"really? sige wait"

may parte sakin na naka hinga na ng maluwag, pero hindi ko parin maalis sa isip ko yung salitang sinabi ni Jane, kapag nakita ko si Pauline I'll make sure to make it up to her

{Lester's PoV}

papasok na dapat ako ng restaurant kaso may babaeng naka bunggo sakin, I help her pick her stuff, I can't see her face because of her hair, punulot ko ang phone niya

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't see you coming" she said

'that voice'

"Pauline?"

tumingin siya sakin and yes, it's her it's my queen, I hugged her tight for her to feel how much I missed her

"get off me" then she pushed me away from her

"babe let me explain, please just listen to me"

"listen? listen to what? stupid lies? thanks but no thanks"

I grabbed his hand and touched her cheeks, I kissed her passionately and I smiled when she kissed me back

she cut the kiss "you cheated"

"babe I didn't cheat, akala ko ikaw siya dahil lasing na ako nung gabing iyon"

I saw her tears fall and seeing her being hurt brakes me, I brushed her tears of and hugged her

"why? what's wrong with me? what did I do? I need explanation I need you to enlighten me"

"babe I'm drunk that night, there's nothing wrong with you, I know you're not perfect but my love makes you special to me, I love you"

she cried and it hurts to see her like that because of me

"give me chance babe, I'll make it up to you"

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A/N: I got you