Desperado [18+] {Discontinued}

CHAPTER EIGHT~ COLLIDE

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Harlem,New York- 02/15/20
Michael and Janet's Apartment~ 2:17am

I kept tossing and turning in my sleep still thinking about yesterday. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't get what Michael said out my head.

"It's was either you or her....i-i couldn't loose you Lisa...i mean losing Laila broke me but losing you would've killed me. I had to make a choice and I chose you! Lisa I chose you, I needed you"

"You say I should've chose her, but I didn't ....lisa you said i was so in love with her but baby, the truth was I was in love with you, i am in love with you."

"I could never put someone over you...even if it was Laila. Lisa you have to understand that! You are my whole world, my whole life....without you I would literally be nothing. If you didn't make it, I would've killed myself just to still be with you somehow, some fucking way!"

Just knowing that if I didn't make it, Michael would've killed himself to be with me.

To some that would've sounded like something you'd say in the heat of the moment, something you wouldn't really mean.

But with Michael, he'll never say anything he didn't mean.

I felt chills down my spine just thinking about it.

I looked over at my phone. 2:19am.

Once again, my own worries are keeping me up. I looked over at Michael, his arm wrapped around me tightly. He mouth was opened, letting a few lil snores out.

I gently lifted his arm up, only for him to pull me closer.
"Where you going?"

"Im just getting some tea, I can't sleep"

"You stay. Imma get it" Michael said as he slide the covers off and slide his slides on.

"No Michael I can-"

"Baby lay down, I'll get it" He kissed my forehead and walked out his bedroom.

I sighed and got back in the covers, staring at the ceiling.

Knowing that we'd both be up for a while, I grabbed the remote and turned the TV on then connecting my phone to it.

I scrolled through my music and clicked a random song.

Hearing the guitar and drums slow pace set my vibe up already.

I closed my eyes and let the music take over.

It was a instrumental.

I was so deep in the music, I didn't notice Michael came back.

"Lisa"

I slowly opened my eyes and looked over at Michael holding my cup.

I watched as he carefully climbed on the bed, handing me my cup of tea.

"Here mamas"

I smiled sofly "Thank you"

He kissed my forehead and wrapped an arm around me, snuggling me close to his bare chest.

I closed my eyes sighing, between the music, the tea and listening to Michael's heartbeat there's no way I'd stay awake.

The music played out but then it played again. I thought I had it on repeat but it was just the actual song.

"Everybody's got opinions on our thing
Say we're flying down a path with no ending
And if I die before I wake
Ooh, don't let me wake 'em from this dream"

I took my last sip of tea and put my cup on the nightstand.

I bit my lip, feeling Michael's large hand rubbing my bare ass.

I looked up at Michael and gently traced his jaw with my finger.

"When we collide
When we collide, it's a beautiful disaster
When I crash into you, you, you
Crash into you, you, you"

"Baby?"

"Mm?" He sighed.

"You tryna start something?"

He opened his eyes slightly and looked over at me smirking.

"No,Why? You want me to?"

I traced my fingers up and down his chest, shrugging. "Mayyyybe"

He chuckled a bit as I crawled on top of him, rubbing his shoulders.

"I've been so frustrated, have to let it out (Have to let it out)
Let me tell you with my body what I'm talking 'bout (Let me tell you, let me tell you, oh)
And I don't care about the future or the past (I don't care, I don't care no more)
Riding slow 'cause you know the world's moving too fast"

He rubbed his hands up and down my hips and thighs kissing up my neck.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and played with his curls as his lips found mine.

"When we collide
When we collide, it's a beautiful disaster
When I crash into you, you, you
Crash into you, you, you"

The kiss was slow and sensual, way different than what we're used to....but it felt way better than what we're used to.

I felt his hands go under my large t-shirt and up my stomach, cupping my breast and rubbing my nipples gently.

"Mmm" I moaned softly in his mouth, feeling real relaxed.

"Without you, I'm just a fraction
Closing in on my demise
And I love you religiously
With everything inside of me
As long as I'm
As long as I'm alive"

Michael's hands came back down to the bottom of my large t-shirt and lifted it above my head.

He pulled me closer and kissed the top of both my breasts, then started to suck on them.

"Michael" I moaned as I ran my fingers through his curls then lifting his head up to kiss him.

I slid my tongue in his mouth as I ran my hands down his chest and stomach, grabbing the waist band of his grey sweats pulling them down slowly.

His hard member sprung out, I grabbed him and slowly slid down feeling him stretch me out.

I closed my eyes, letting out a sigh. "Miiiiiichaelllll"

"When we collide
When we collide, it's a beautiful disaster
When I crash into you, you, you
Crash into you, you, you
When we collide
When we collide, it's a beautiful disaster
When I crash into you, you, you
Crash into you, you, you"

Lawd Jesus, this feels tooooo good.