Wisdom of an Old Soul

Childish fling or Mature king?

First you expect,
then you accept.

First you keep getting hurt,
then you convert.

First you lie to fit,
then you are fit to lie.

First you want to die,
then you just forget & get high.

First you desperately try to prove you are real,
then you don't care because you know you are real.

First you self destruct to save relations,
then you respect yourself getting used to alterations.

First you sit & cry,
then you learn to fly.

First you are absurd,
then you observe.

First you fake to fit,
then you fake to stay away from shit.

First you blame the devil,
then you understand who was the actual evil.

First you want to look bad,
then you realise it's okay to be an innocent lad.

First you are all about childish fling,
then you become the mature king.