#004
And I am drowning myself with tears again, because of my own foolishness.
Because of my own expectations about humans.
And I know,
It will take so much moment again to fully recover from this mess that done by my own,
Just like the waves in the ocean, my thoughts are like those waters,
It will drown you and no one can save you from me
Once my waves come with the heavens cries,
you will regret every kiss you did to me
You will regret kissing my lips full of curse,
You will regret falling in love with me, but not on my scars
My soul is indeed lost,
And my heart is thunder;
it will burn you once my tears make a way to your body
And you are not ready for it,
You are not ready to meet her prisoned,
unlovable,
selfish,
unpredictable her
At three in the morning
Where her eyes are screaming because of too much pain,
