HIM

Chapter 10

He started off slow.

"Okay I know we aren't on speaking terms and it is my fault, but for some reason I can't get you out of my head and it's been bugging me for a while." He said continuing,"and to be honest really I have no idea why I would trade you like that or bug you or anything it even show up at your house or anything like that with my ex, and I know it has probably drive you crazy why. I find you the most attractive real amazing beautiful girl alive and here you are sitting across from me looking a t me with those gorgeous big brown eyes taht don't need makeup to cover them up. I know you probably think I'm a lame ass guy who just wants to sleep with you but I don't at all. I just want us to get back together again. Just us. I am sick of having you ignore me and when I look at you you look away or when I talk to you it's never about something meaningful or non school related. But my question to you is can we start over?" He finished.

I was dazed.

I didn't think he was capable of ever doing that. I mean he didn't answer all my questions, but he did answer most of them.

"I..." I said trying to think of what to say.

"I know better than this. Than you. Im sure Brandon would never make me cry over him because unlike you he is worth my tears."

"Don't bring the damn subject back to Brandon. How are you even sure if he likes you at all? How are you so damn sure? You know hope doesn't get you anything." He said.

Wow.

"Well maybe I thought my gorgeous big brown eyes did." I said sarcastically walking away pissed off.

"I didn't mean it like that, you know I didn't."

"You know I really don't. I can't tell anymore." She said still walking.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to say it like that. Your gorgeous and for all know he likes you like crazy, but I would rather not tell you because I don't want to share you." He said trying to turn this back around.

"You don't fucking own me." I said now running.

He started to sprint and thankgod there was grass because I tripped while he ran into me and caught me on the ground.

He was on top of me hovering and I was trying to catch my breath.

"Get off of me." I said.

"Nope." He said now putting all his weight on me.

Deep down I knew I enjoyed this, but outside I couldn't tell him I was loving every minute of it.

"Please Nick."I said now whining.

"No can do."

"Nick." I whaled.

"This is actually pretty comforting." he said in my face.

Now he sat up putting all his weight on my hips and I felt like they were gonna crack. Usually I thought the girl would be on top in this situation but I guess I was wrong.

"Just please give me a chance." He begged.

"No." I said trying to stand strong.

It was weakening by the second and I knew it.

"Please Kat." He begged again and again.

"Nick. I don't want us to happen over again because of what happened. You haven't changed. People don't change. Maybe if our old breakup was mutual I wouldn't be so finicky, or if...never mind. IVE already made my point." I said trying to pry him off me but it didn't work.

Deep down I just wanted him to stay there.

"No finish."

"No you probably know what I was gonna say."