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Chapter 12

I was sitting outside my doorstep on the big tree swing and sat there.

I grabbed my phone and then dialed Brandon's numner.

"Hey." He picked up quickly.

I love his sweet voice.

Nick is in love with you.

It's as if my brain wanted Nick more than Brandon.

"Hey...not to sound weird or anything, but where were you today? So much has happened I can't even BELIVE to tell you." I said.

"Oh...sorry I was sick today." He said.

His voice sounds so hot when it's sick because it's so raspy.

"Um...Kat?" He said.

Did I just say that all out loud?

"Hey Brandon...." I said slowly.

"Hello beautiful." He said through the phone.

That's what kept me going.

"Your voices sounds fucking hot through the phone to babe." He said.

Fuck me now.

I didn't know I could think like that till him.

Then what am I even doing with Nick? every time I'm around Nick I feel just as revived even though I know there will be an end to our relationship.

It's just I know when we're together it hurts me when he doesn't text back or anything at all because I am still in love with him. And when he is touchy with me or hugging me I get all tingly inside.

Nicks POV

I saw Kat smiling with her beautiful face while she was on the phone looking at the ground. If I wasn't on the phone with her then...

God damn it.

I whistled which caught her attention, and she walked over slowly on the phone still.

"Can you hang up on whoever your talking to so we can go?" I asked her.

She shook her head, and then hung up and then we started to walk.

I didn't have a car yet, so that sucked, so I couldn't fuck her in the backseat. I know she would let me.

"Hey sorry I was on the phone." She said sweetly smiling.

"Oh with who?" I asked interlacing our fingers.

"Brandon." She said while she smiled a bit.

"Why do you smile every time you say his name?" I snapped letting go of her hand and she flinched a little.

"I don't God damn it stop worrying." She said.

"I'm not worried I'm just...just..."I said.

"Jealous." She said almost shocked.

I don't get jealous. But was that what I was?

"What? No I don't get fucking jealous." I snapped again.

"Don't worry I don't like him. I only like you and only you." She said putting EHR soft fingers on gm face turning it to her.

"Sure."

"I don't." She said again.

Kats POV

I honestly didn't like Brandon at the time I'm in right now but I have a feeling I might. I just don't right now.

Maybe I smile at his name because he compliments me and Nick doesn't. It really boosts my day I guess.

But I wanted Nick. Nick has only been able to make me feel a certain way when I was around him. I don't know what it was, but it just makes me feel alive and wanted. Even if at times I don't feel loved or I am the only one I. The relationship.