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don't even get me started on his cuddles and affection.
i always figured i would have to be the big spoon all the time in a relationship. why? because i feel like i'm large. plus sized, you could say.
luke told me differently.
"everybody needs to be the little spoon," he had said. "everyone needs a sense of comfort and protection in that."
he was right. luke around me felt like a shield. i fet protected from the outsiders. the beasts.
here's a metaphor.
luke is the ocean. i am the fish. everyone else are the underwater beasts. the haters are the kids who pee in the water.
the ocean holds everything together. the fish need the ocean to survive. people don't use the 'like a fish out of water' saying for nothing. the other creatures in the sea are always trying to eat the frail fish. the ocean would then feel like he's failed his job, protecting the fish. then someone pees in the ocean, tainting the water and the protection that the fish have.
luke is the person who holds me accountable, always checking on me, making sure i'm okay. people still will tease me, telling me that i didn't deserve someone like luke. people who hate like that taint the relationship between luke and i, trying to build a barrier between us.
