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a moment that i will remember vividly for the rest of my life.
my first kiss.
nobody had ever been attracted to me in any way, and i spent my whole life believing that it would stay that way.
clearly, it changed. i met luke.
i could feel this different aura in the air, and luke and i were gravitating towards each other like magnets. his eyes fluttered shut. i suddenly realized what was happening.
i internally panicked.
what if i wasn't good? what if my lips were so dry it wasn't pleasant to anyone? what if my breath stunk?
thoughts swirled in my head briskly, but i shooed them away. everything was still. maybe my thoughts were so fast that everything seemed to go in slow motion. my eyes shut and our lips connected, creating a feeling i wasn't familiar with. neither spiritually or physically.
i had never felt something like this before, but i liked it.
i figured i wouldn't like it if it wasn't luke i was kissing.
his hand lightly traced what would be jaw, but there were layers of skin over that. it wasn't very profound. luke never said anything about it, which didn't exactly make me feel less insecure.
when the moment ended, i was disappointed. that's why i went in for it again. i could feel him smile against my lips, telling me that i didn't exactly make the wrong decision.
for once in my life, i didn't screw everything up.
