[ 22 - a difficult time ]

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"Momma, are you okay?" Naeun opened the door slowly, poking her head in. I beckoned for her to come in fully and she did, closing the door behind her.

"T-This is your daughter?" Hazel questioned with utter shock displayed on her face.

"She looks so much like you both" Hazel quickly said before anyone could answer her previous question. She walked over to Naeun and looked down a bit at the girl.

"She's so tall" Hazel commented, in awe of the young girl.

"Mom, who is this?" Naeun looked over at me, stepping away from Hazel slightly.

"This is your mother's cousin Naeun" I told the girl and Naeun looked at her before moving past her and going to hug Lisa.

"Aren't you supposed to be asleep Nae?" Lisa asked the girl who shook her head in response.

"I wanted to come and see you, the house would be lonely without you" Naeun pouted.

"Would you want another sibling?" Lisa questioned the girl, particularly smirking at me instead as I stood there with shock displayed on my face.

"Yes! I would love that! Can I have another sibling mom?" Naeun turned to me as I immediately looked down, not answering her question as I was too busy blushing.

"We will get you another sibling, don't worry Nae" Lisa told the girl, who smiled brightly, happy at the news.

"She looks so much like you both" Hazel spoke, still in awe of how close Naeun's features were to both of us.

"I don't! I look like myself" Naeun snapped back at her, making me quickly pull my daughter close to me and scold her quietly.

"I'm sorry, she's just tired" I apologised to Hazel and she dismissed the thought, not seeing it as a problem.

"I'm not tired!" Naeun yelled, coming out of my grasp, causing Lisa having to talk to her.

"Chae, take the girl home. She's clearly tired and getting ever more miserable every single minute" Lisa spoke, intensely glaring at Naeun, so she got the message as well.

Naeun didn't bother to say anything back, not even a goodbye as she just left the room to wait for me outside.

"Don't you think you were both kinda harsh on the girl? She had to grow up so quickly and didn't even know who her parents were. Then she was suddenly forced into fame and has to act as if she's known you both her whole life. I just feel bad for her" Hazel explained as I suddenly became weighted with regret.

"I'm going to go, I'll see you later" I bid goodbye to Lisa by kissing her on the lips then hugging Hazel, who I knew was fired up and ready to shout at Lisa after I had gone. I turned back to Lisa and quickly mouthed a 'good luck' before heading out the door.

Naeun sat there on the chair next to a sleeping Jisoo and Jennie, staring at the palms of her hands. I walked over to her and embraced me.

"I'm sorry Nae" I apologised to her, feeling tears come to my eyes about how I had let her be alone all these years, not even thinking of the idea that I had a daughter. Something had happened and I needed to discuss this with Lisa privately.

"It's okay mom, you wouldn't of known" Naeun replied, making me realise how much she had grown without any parental protection and she would be jealous every time her sibling got to do what she never got to do as a child.

She was never treated the same and this would last for a while. Probably for eternity.

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"Please let us stay here. Lisa's not here and Chu will totally try not to trash the place for a few nights" Jennie pleaded with me, making me decline one more. She was just adding new reasons why I should not let the pair stay over.

"Lisa would let us stay here" Jisoo added as I glanced at the girl who had her head resting on the wall on the side of the door.

"Fine, hurry up and come in" I sighed, not wanting to continue standing at my door since both of them were getting really needy and it was cold.

"Thank you!" Jennie exclaimed, quickly pulling Jisoo inside and upstairs to one of the guest rooms.

I closed the door behind me, still in surprise how quickly they had woken up. Were there trying to trick me? I hate them both sometimes.

I walked up the stairs, admiring the colour scheme of the place whilst seeing Lily rush past me. I smiled at the kitten that was basically still a baby and picked her up to stop her from running.

"Who are you running from, Lily? I questioned the kitten, knowing she wouldn't answer me.

She just purred and snuggled deeper into me. I chuckled and continued to climb up the steps before seeing Leo following me.

"Are you the reason Lily was running?" I said, bending down to place Lily down as Lily ran away, Leo quickly following her trail.

I chuckled at the pair of them before heading into the bedroom. The bed was huge enough to fit four people, but only two people were sleeping in it. Well, only one for tonight.

I missed sleeping with Lisa. She always cuddled me and I felt safe. All I have now is this cuddly, big toy bear that she apparently won for me.

I kept it even though I didn't know how she won it for me. My memory became really messed up. I can't believe I've lost so many memories.

I wrapped my arms more around the bear and closed my eyes, trying to think it was Lisa.

Trying to think of her scent. Trying to think of the way her hugs would feel to me.

But, it didn't work as I still ended up tossing and turning multiple times before actually ending up into a slumber.

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[Author's note]

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Blackpink's comeback came and Miziu (Jyp's new girl group) also had a comeback! What were your opinions on Blackpink's comeback since a lot of people had different opinions on it?

Blackpink's comeback came and Miziu (Jyp's new girl group) also had a comeback! What were your opinions on Blackpink's comeback since a lot of people had different opinions on it?

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