Unsent Letters

always there

I did not know how much you were going to change my life when I met you two years ago. I fell for you fast and that was my mistake, I knew what I wanted from day one and in the end, it just broke me to a million pieces. I am looking back on us two years later and I am so thankful that you gave me standards for dating. You showed me how a man should treat me and take me on dates and enjoy the little things with me, I only wish that it was me and you in the end, but whoever ends up with you will be one lucky girl. I hope you find someone who continues to chose you over and over. I wish for you to be happy and actually enjoy your life. I have so much love for you in my heart and I just want you happy. I feel like you're just waiting for me to get up and leave sometimes. I just want you to know that I will always be in your corner. No matter what. No matter how sad or mad I may get at you I will always be in your corner and be there for you. I know life is rough and painful and makes you want to give up. You always say I am a reason that you keep waking up each day and I just want you to know that you're my reason too. I hope you find more reasons to keep trying, but until then I hope I can make your life enjoyable and make you happy.  J.A.L