My Worst Destruction (all of me)✓

Chapter 13 - Kyle

Yesterday I feel that my life is full. It so good to have fun with the people you love even though your not related to each other but as long as your heart choose them to be with you when you need them there was no bloody blood needed to call them a family. As long as you chose to be part with them and you chose to be with them your life is amazing.

However, sometimes a friends and family is not enough to make you full because one day you've been separated and the day you've spent together will become a memory and the shopping and roaming around in the place you want to be will fade away. Someday you'll heart will beat for someone. Someone who will be with you to the rest of your life, together with the life you created. The pain and love will be cherished inside your family but what if the one you've chosen were already chosen someone that can give him the love he wants and memory they share together to be cherished with all of his heart.

But what if one day the woman you think that will love him back and never lied him found you cheated him. What will you do? Spill or let him see with his own emerald eyes?

Mulling at the times I thought I've be happy to be just be in my life in the future but I never think that this will I feel even if we are not together. Seeing him everyday at school with her was a torture to me especially I had a doubt that Stephanie lying to Kyle. Why? I always keep this in mind and even in heart that this feeling I had would be the greatest secret I'm going to hide just to let him be free to the woman he wants to be with. But if he was hurt by her I will gladly offer my shoulder to let him lean on and body to hug and little hands to wipe his tears.

I like him. I know. I just hope I will not fall knowing that no one would be able to catch me hug me and kiss me. Saying a words that will ease the pain you feel until you feel asleep with his arms as he carried you to let you sleep comfortable in the bed.

Yesterday when I seen her with the other guy I had a little suspicious that she cheated but I prevent myself from over thinking. As Ev said don't just jump into conclusion because they cannot handle a round two in the past and this time its not my sister but me. Gosh! I would never do that besides I'm always happy seeing him happy with her and that's enough to make me smile everyday. Jealous was there but its okay.

Yesterday in every time we have our conversation while eating I always keep glancing at their direction. It seems like she still don't notice us or me starring at her direction. We still eating our foods when I notice them about to live there sit. They walk out towards the parking lot. There living but I still keep my gaze toward there direction to them. Soon they stand near there car but I was shocked and almost choke when I found the guy kiss her almost eating her and she respond it eagerly. My friends also notice at the two couple I've been looking at and they have the same expression as me and confused but I know for sure he was not Kyle.

What should I do? I've been in the library mulling the memory about yesterday. I blow a breath to my forehead imagining I had a bangs. Hehe.

"Issabela? Are you okay?" Mae suddenly in my sight as she approach me sitting at the back of library room. She was wearing a pink crop top and a fitted white high waist jeans and a flat sandal. She beads her hair into two with a little bangs beside her heads. She only had watch and ring. She so beautiful like Kyle he was so good looking. I sigh mentally as I keep thinking at him. Again.

"Uhm yeah..I was just thinking something and how to say goodbye to all of you. Congratulations by the way." A big smile plaster in her eyes and me too. Tomorrow will be there last day at school. I feel sad that tomorrow will be the last time I would see him at school.
And I will enjoy that day even in far away.

A sudden hug I did not expect from me. "Dont worry Bell we will still see you again. Besides we will still be here until we need to go college." She smile sadly at me. We broke the hug and smile at her she is still so kind." You know? Even if we are not so close but I know the looks you give toward them,toward him."a smirk soon plaster her face as if she know what is the biggest secret I had. I look at her confused.

"I know you like him. I know you like my brother." She said calmly. Oh shit!!what the?! how she know? Panic soon attack me as I just stare at her dumbfounded. Shocks and worry was I feel right now. Geez! What should I do? I will lie at her or tell her the truth and run after wards thats what so easy but I look like a coward frog afraid by the ants. Shit! Im sucked at this even Rose will going to.. arrgh!shut the fuck up!

"Uhm err!!- hehe how do yo know? I mean how? Sorry you must get the wrong impression at me towards him. I mean I just love to see them being sweet together. You know? Besides-" I stutter but soon cut off by her. I bit my lip. Can I just fart here to shoo her away?crap!

"I know you can't  dance sing do arts or what other called that  my brother doesn't like girl with no talent. But if you was wondering Stephanie had no one either but she had brain enough to make her notice by my brother but I just want to tell that when you had brain you can use it by writing poem stories even standing in debates and many more. Talents not only focus on how you perform it but how you will prove it or show it and apply it to real life. I was telling it to you because you like Stephanie but what is the different between you two is you're patience and humble inside or out. Your true self is present everywhere you go that's why if my brother would chose you and her I vote it would rather be you than her. Because she is a cheater and a coward bitch." She spit angrily and I open my eyes wide. I was shocked at the same time amaze but I was shocked when she know.

"You knew?" She was also shocked by my question and she nod. Okay!

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I'm still climbing in the mount everest but don't ya worry I almost there we almost there.

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