Friends or More?...

Chapter #4

I tried my best to find a crying Kaminari but it's not fair he doesn't deserve to cry :( Anyways onto the story of ze poop.
*Third Person Pov*
Kaminari noticed that Midoriya wasn't being his cheery self. Usually during lunch he would be talking or laughing with him or his group of friends,but lately he has been distant and depressed. He hasn't been doing well in classes and everyone could see that. Kaminari didn't want his friend to suffer anymore. Or at all. He doesn't like seeing people in pain. So he decided that today when they walk into the dorms together he is going to pull Midoriya aside and talk to him. What can go wrong? Right? After school approached much quicker than usual and the color haired duo started walking back together. Nothing was said until Kaminari grabbed Midoriya's wrist and pulled him into an alley. "Ka-Kaminari , what are you doing?" He said confused. Kaminari just stopped and turned. He looked at Midoriya with concern. "Hey Midoriya, what's wrong?" "Did something happen to make you this way?" "You don't have to tell me ,but I want to help," said Kaminari gently before seeing that Midoriya was starting to tear up. " Im fine Kaminari. I don't know what you're talking about ," he said while forcing a smirk and rubbing the back of his neck and at this Kaminari couldn't handle it anymore. "Why Midoriya? Why won't you let me help you? Don't you see I care about you? Can't you tell? How far do I have to go to get you to notice? Don't you trust me?! Every time you hurt yourself with a quirk or how you did when saving Kota,don't you think it hurt me. Can you just stop being selfish for once and see what you're doing?!" And at this he regretted saying that word. "Selfish...I'm being selfish. How? I would sacrifice my life for anyone or get hurt for someone to be safe. You have to sacrifice yourself sometimes to save someone . To be a hero. I put everyone ahead of me! Everyone even Kacchan even strangers I don't know and why because they all deserve to live and achieve their dreams. And that is what I'm going to do. I'm going to save people no matter the cost. I'm sorry for being selfish Kaminari!," and with that he left running while wiping tears. The yellow haired boy didn't realize he was crying until he looked down and a drop of water fell onto his shoe. It was a tear and after that one fell more followed and he couldn't stop them ,no matter what he tried. 'I messed up. I just wanted to help.. I didn't mean to ... I'm sorry!! And with that he fell crying to the floor and it was like if the sky reacted to his emotions because the clouds darkened and it soon began to rain. Leaving him feeling cold and alone and the void in his heart feeling bigger than before.