Calum Hood Imagines

when you find his notebook filled with songs about you (requested)

You're sure that some people might say days like these are boring; the days when your best friend is more focused on the music he had to finish writing in his notebook while you sat there trying to occupy yourself with social media or music on your phone. But you found them to be the complete opposite.

It's never boring when you get to be around the guy you're madly in love with. Although, sometimes it can be a little complicated. Sometimes he'll get close, really close, and you have to fight the urge to kiss him then and there. You always managed to resist the urge, because you feared he didn't feel the same.

You took a sip of your coffee and reached back for your phone to go scroll through Instagram once more when you heard Calum curse beside you.

"Shit!"

You noticed the coffee staining his grey sweatpants and black shirt, but that seemed to be the least of his worries when it was staining his notebook.

"Oh, Cal," you tried to grab his notebook so you could try to clean up the mess but he yanked it away from you.

"No! No, uh, it's definitely ruined now. Could you go grab me another one from my room while I clean up my mess?"

You nodded and went upstairs to his bedroom. You didn't know if he would want you to grab a particular one. You searched around for a minute before one notebook caught your eye. It was a smaller one and it was placed between two of his favorite movies.

You went to grab it when a couple of pages fell out of it. You bent down to pick them all up. You didn't plan on reading anything written on them. You wouldn't invade his privacy like that, especially when his music is so important to him.

But... something on these pages caught your eye.

Your name was written out on each one. Some for music, some just letters. You looked to the doorway and made sure Calum wasn't there before you allowed yourself to sneak a peek. These letters weren't just normal letters. They were love letters.

He went into detail about how beautiful you were. How he could look into your eyes for the rest of his days if he had the chance. He wrote about how much he loves you and how he wished he could tell you that, but he was too afraid that things with you would change.

You wanted to open the notebook and read more, but his voice from the doorway startled you before you got the chance.

"What are you doing?"

You gasped at his sudden presence. You dropped the notebook onto the floor and his eyes went wide. You both looked at each other before he quickly made his way to where you stood. He gathered the pages in his hands. They were shaking... he was nervous.

"I'm sorry, y/n, please just let me explain."

His eyes were filled with worry as he gazed into your own. You took the few steps to him to close the gap between him. You both stood there in silence till you cupped his cheeks and pushed your lips against his for the most incredible kiss you've ever had.

He laid his fingers on the small of your back. They were trembling against your skin as they moved up slowly and gently. You pulled away a few seconds after you initiated the kiss. It was way too soon for him.

"Do you mean all of that? Do you really mean that you love me?"

He swallowed thickly and tried to look away from you but you grabbed his chin and tilted his head back up. "Of course I do."

You shook your head with a slight smile forming on your face. "I want you to say it. Please say it, I've been waiting so long for you to say it."

He chuckled and laid his forehead onto yours. "I love you, y/n."

You looed your arms around his neck with a happy giggle. "I love you too, Cal!"

He barely had time to let out a relieved sigh before your lips were back on his. He melted right into it this time. He let his arms circle right around you and he brought you as close as he could to him. He let the kiss get a little deeper but, once again, you pulled away.

"So... you wrote songs about me? Were you also writing songs about me in the notebook you ruined?"

He blushed and buried his face in your neck while you just laughed. His cheeks were turning red, and they only seemed to get warmer when you took the notebook from his hands. He didn't stop you, he just let you read over page after page. You just grinned at him, looking happier than he's ever seen you look before.

"How did I get so lucky to have the most amazing boyfriend?"

His heart raced when he heard that word fall from your lips. He didn't even give it a second thought, because he's wanted to be with you for as long as he can remember.

He giggled a little when you kissed his cheek. "I'm the lucky one, y/n. I'm so lucky to have the most amazing girl by my side."

You hugged him tightly. You can't remember the last time you've ever felt so happy.

You really are so lucky.