Sam and Colby~I'll always love you~

Chapter 13

I took a deep breath and sat at the end of Aarons bed. Elton sat in his chair. "Take your time, start with when he threatened you" I started to think about that night and started to cry, I held it in and I started to explain...

~~flash back~~
Brennan had gotten my pants off and his as well. He was still holding my arms, and sitting on top of me. "I-ill tell Colby...and Elton,Aaron.." I was struggling with words, "...il-ill tell everyone..." His grip had tightened up on my rists, I felt him lean down and I could feel his breath on my ear. "If you EVER tell anyone about this, I will take everyone that has been nice to you, everyone you care about and I will torture them one by one and make you watch..." I was terrified. "And if you don't think I cant, then you know nothing about my connections, I could knock all the guys out at once and have them tied up in a second...I see the way you look at Colby, so I'll take my time with him...." I stayed silent. "So are you gonna be a good boy?" I was horrified and crying, I nodded my head, "good, now don't fight or this will be worse than it has to be...."
~~flash back over~~

I didn't know that Elton and Aaron were crying until I looked up. I had started crying half way through explaining. "Sam.....I'm, I'm so sorry" Elton said. "I think im...uh.. gonna go to bed..." I said, wipeing tears off my face. "Of course Sam, I'm gonna be staying home tomorrow from school, wanna stay home?" I nodded and went to my room. But I stopped by the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, the hicky on my neck barely vissable, but still there. "I'm disgusting" I went into the cabinet and found a shaver, I took the blade out and looked at it. Twisting it in my hand. 'no' I won't do this. I out the blade in my pocket and went to my room. I get in pajamas and sit on my bed, I hear my door creak open and a soft knock. "Hey Sam..." It was Colby. "Hey..." He walked over and sat next to me. "How are you?" "I'm ok, just really tired" I looked up at him. "Alright, get some sleep, if you need anything don't be afraid to knock on my door." I nodded and he leaned over and gave me a deep kiss. He pulled away said goodnight and left my room. I laid in my bed and I started thinking about what I told Elton and Aaron. I wish I had never gone to that party. I started to tear up again, I tried to wipe the tears away but they kept falling. 'im such a baby'
I went and grabbed the sweater I was wearing. I went in the pocket and took out the blade....