What We Wanted...

CHAPTER 29

Alexiana's bikini

"Shanell, what happened." I ask as I move closer to her and holding her hands in mine.

"Okay like I wasn't raped, raped, but more like assaulted and almost raped." She whispers as she keeps he eyes strained on my duvet covers.

"When did this happen, if you don't mind me asking?" I ask lowly.

"It's okay, I came here because I needed to tell you." She says as she looks up at me."On prom night, after they had announced king and queen I headed to the bathroom, when I got out I was heading towards the ballroom, but someone grabbed hold of me and dragged me into a closet..." She says as her voice is slowly starting to break."...he pushed me against the wall hard where I hit my head and started feeling dizzy, after that he started kissing me as he held my hands above my head as I tried to fight him. He punched me in my stomach and and then tore my dress, leaving me almost completely exposed, when he was about to reach my underwear that's when I came back to reality of what was happening, and kicked him in the balls like Jax always taught us, after that I punched his throat, like my dad had taught me and run out of there. I didn't look back to see who he was because I was to scared. I was to afraid to face any of you, because he had destroyed my dress and I knew you would ask questions. So I just sent you guys a text and caught a cab and headed home." She says as she wipes tears. "I only came to graduation because I knew you would all come and harass me if I'd didn't come, and once everything was over I headed straight home. I was to ashamed of my self-" she starts before I cut her off.

"Shay you shouldn't b-" I start to say before she cut me off.

"Shut the fuck up I'm not done." She shushed me and let out a chuckle. " I was to ashamed at first then one day I looked at my self and realized, I didn't ask to be assaulted, I shouldn't be ashamed of myself, I wasn't going to let what that stupid bastard did, make me feel insecure and ashamed, I wasn't going to let that stupid guy ruin my life. I was grateful it didn't go any further, because some people weren't so lucky. I decided to get myself up and look on the bright side, and now I guess here I am." She says looking at me with a sad smile.

"Oh Shay, you should have told me before, I could've been there for you. But thank God your okay." I say as I hug her tightly to which she returns the gesture.

"Its okay now." She whispers in my ear.

"Wait did you talk to Ty, he was worried sick." I ask pulling away. Just remembering the sight of Ty recently, he hasn't shaved in two weeks and quite frankly I was worried.

"Yeah I went there last night then he told me to talk to you next." She said as she smiled at me.

"Oh thank goodness, he told me you broke thing s off and to say he was a mess is an understatement." I frown.

"Yeah I did, because I didn't want him to follow me, but trust me he wasn't the only one who was hurting. I felt so terrible when I saw the state he was in Lexi, I'm such a horrible person." She frowns, I pull her into another hug.

"Your not a horrible person, okay, everything between you two is good now." I say tightening my grip on her as she let's a few tears slip.

"I never want to see him like that ever again because of me, I literally broke down in tears when I saw him yesterday, seeing him so broken broke me." She cries.

"Its okay, babe now your together I'm sure you'll fix each other, and come back 2 times stronger." I say pulling away giving her a reassuring smile.

"Okay." Just then my door burst open.

"Get your asses up were going to the beach." My brother grins as he jumps on my bed, making both Shanell and I fall off.

"Well done Jax." I say as I get up.