☀︎ colby ☀︎
"i swear you're a mind reader, that's mine too!" sam giggled, reaching up and tapping the side of my face whilst smiling, and i laughed whilst looking back down at him. i was so fucking in love with him. i picked up my phone and he looked down at it with a smile as i took a selfie, him laughing even more and resting against me as i found the song. i put my phone back down on the side of the tub as it started playing, sam still continuing to smile. i fucking loved it when he smiled. i loved everything about him, honestly, i kissed his head earlier and he just grinned, so i was glad he didn't react badly. i so badly just wanted to kiss his lips, but i knew i couldn't. not yet, at least. i didn't want to make him uncomfortable, and i didn't even know if he was into guys.
i love you till the summer and back
it's not the winter, but you've frozen my heart
and got me warmin' up my liver
i would never put a knife in your back
the love i give her is kinda creepy, but fuck it
she orders and i deliver
i could never leave you alone
my little mama is mad at me at the moment
know she's such a prima-donna
wherever you are is my home, you know i mean it
they say home is where the heart is
you're the reason mine is beatin'
the first chorus went by, both of us singing along and grinning at eachother. god, i wish he knew how some of the words of the song truly applied to my feelings towards him. he was fucking perfect.
i will always be here for you
and when i'm dyin' i pray to a higher power next to you is where i'm lyin'
would you fuck me right on the floor?
i'm feelin' naughty, i wish to explore your features secrets hidden in your body
i been feelin' like i don't have a choice
my only option, watchin' me through the window as i whip up this concoction
don't you ever take your life out of mine
i'll fuckin' kill you, take you out to the bayou in the cabin with the mildew
and i'll leave you there for someone to find
my little angel, in your deepest darkest corners and i'm lovin' every angle
baby, you got no where to hide, i'm comin' for you
your parents could never fathom the levels to i adore you
it's like palestine up inside my mind, a deadly war zone
quakin' inside my boots as you waken my every hormone
i'll give you everything i've got 'till i'm gone
and that's a promise, unless you didn't want it then for you i'd be dishonest
i watched as his facial expressions changed throughout the different lyrics, giggling at the more sexual ones, and it was seriously so precious.
i love you to the summer and back
it's not the winter, but you've frozen my heart
and got me warmin' up my liver
i would never put a knife in your back
the love i give her is kinda creepy, but fuck it
she orders and i deliver
i could never leave you alone
my little mama is mad at me at the moment
know she's such a prima-donna
wherever you are is my home, you know i mean it
they say home is where the heart is
you're the reason mine is beatin'
the song finished, and we were both smiling ear to ear, looking right at eachother with small giggles emitting his lips, chuckles leaving mine.
"you're so cute," i blurted, realising what i'd said only a second later, but still a second too late.
"no, you are," he giggled, a blush coating his cheeks as he brought a finger up to my nose, tapping it. i shook my head whilst laughing, noticing his bandage.
"i don't mean to make you uncomfortable or anything like that, but we need to clean your cuts, sammy. we'll put a fresh bandage on it, too," i explained, him nodding, a smile still on his lips.
"ok. and i like it when you call me that," he said softly, looking up at me with a warm, happy look. i chuckled and tightened my arms around him, causing both of us to smile. i was really, really in love with him.
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feelz > any other peep song
