Just Friends

Part 5

 So before this chapter starts, this chapter does have abuse, rape, and depression. Sorry if this part is super sad, but it came up with this at my ex's house so this will kinda make since why I came up with this at my ex's house. Enjoy. 

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I strip and turn on the water to the shower. Once the water gets to the right temperature, I hop into the shower and let the water relax my muscles. I finish my shower after about 10 minutes. I turn off the water and grab one of the towels that was hanging on the rack. I go and put on some pajamas.

Once I finish getting ready, I head to the living room and plop down onto the couch. I turn the tv onto Haikyu. After a while of watching, I felt darkness fall over me again. (This part is going to be in his dream or nightmare, should be a better way to put it) I wake up to my old apartment where I lived with Lee Chan (Dino from Seventeen) I try to get out of bed, because I want to go back to Yoongi, but since it is Lee Chan in the bed, he holds me tighter. After about a few minutes, I felt light pecks on the back of my neck. I looked back at him and saw him smile at me. "Good morning my little boy." 'Wait what!? This can't be happening.' "Um... Good morning." I say back at him because at this point I have now idea what is happening, one moment I am at my apartment then I am back at this place. I feel his hand go up my top, and is when I realize that it is not the same outfit I had on before. After he kissed me one more time, he got up and went to the closet. He grabbed clothing for the both of us. He has always been this clingy when we were together. He gives me matching shirts and a pair of basketball shorts.

(Without the jeans and shoes though but with some shorts)

I am guessing that we are staying in the apartment today. After getting changed, we both go into the kitchen to get some food. We made some omelettes to eat. We ate and then went back to the room to cuddle. Lee has always just wanted to sleep during the daytime because he barely gets any sleep at night, since he has bad sleep habits. We got into bed again and I turned on the tv. I saw all of the shows that I used to watch with him. I put on Haikyu again because I really want to watch that. After a bit, I felt his hand go into my boxers. I know that Lee was my first time, but this is different. I am with Yoongi, not Lee. I try to ignore this but he starts to pump my dick. "Ngh~~~" 'No. No. This can't be real. Please wake up.' He started to pump faster and faster and I felt like I was going to cum. Right as I was about to cum he stopped. I whined at the loss of my high. He sat up and patted his lap, then it hit me, he wanted to have sex. I started to get up off of the bed and walk backwards away from him. He chuckled and got up from the bed. I turned around and started to run to the door. That was a bad decision that I made. Right as I got to the door and started to open it, he slammed the door closed again. I was trapped. I felt both of his hands on my hips and grip tight. I tried to get out of his grip to only be thrown to the group hard. I backed up to the dresser as he stepped closer to me. I got on top of me and stripped myself of my clothes. He did his shorts and boxers first so then he could get on top of me and didn't worry that I would get away. As he took off his shirt, he got his dick close to my mouth and told me to suck it. I didn't do it at first until he hit my face. There was definitely going to be a bruise. I started to suck his cock, him also forcing himself into my mouth, as he got the lube out of one of the drawers in the dresser. He put some on his hand, bent down since he was sitting on my face, and started to suck me off as he prep me. I try to push him off of me because I didn't want this, but that only resulted in my dick getting bitten. Since I was a masculine, I moaned onto his dick. I felt my high coming again, and hit his thighs to tell him that I was about to cum. He continued to do what he was doing, already having three fingers in my asshole. He pulled off of my dick with a loud pop sound. "Geez baby boy. You have been naghty today haven't you? I think someone needs a punishment." I shake my head no, because I know what is going to happen. He got up, picked me up over his shoulder, and threw me on the bed. He grabs a cock ring, a pair of handcuffs, and a gag, then continues to come closer to me. I was in the corner of the headboard and the wall so I had nowhere to go. He grabs one of my legs and brings me closer to him, and then grabs both of my wrists with his other hand to have then handcuffed to the headboard. He then grabs the gag that was there and provides to put it into my mouth. As he started to thrust his dick into my asshole, I see that he was putting the cock ring on. and provides to put it into my mouth. and provides to put it into my mouth. (After that because I do not like it, and I am starting to cry) We had just finished that and he has left me lying there. I just want Yoongi back. I noticed that the handcuffs were off and I got up with the amount of strength I had left to go to the bathroom. I got there and went to the cabinet where I knew I had a razor blade in there. I brought it up to my rest and started to cut. I then hear voices. "Tae. Tae. Wake up." ( end of nightmare)I woke up on the couch shaking like hell to see Yoongi was back from shopping. I immediately got up, still feeling weakness in my legs, to hug him. "It is alright. I am here now. Just listen to my heart and breathe. Try to get your breathing the same as mine alright. No one is going to hurt you. Just breathe in and out." I listen to him say in and out over and over again while he was rubbing my back. I started to calm down in his arms knowing that I am not in that apartment anymore. I have had that dream in the past too, because Lee was the one to take away my virginity from me that night. I never wanted to have sex with me that early in our relationship, but he had other plans. Now I guess I have to explain why I had a panic attack to Yoongi, but I know he is patient with me. "H-hey Sugy." "Yeah." "Can we go to the room... I need to explain to you about something." "Sure." 

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I actually made this chapter longer for once. Sorry that it took longer than what I thought, but I couldn't come up with an idea until like I said earlier, I was at my ex's house. Me and my ex are still friends because we are like Bakugou and Deku, childhood friends. No, I do not still have a crush on her, but she does. Hopefully part 6 wont take that long because I already know what to write but I have work tomorrow so I have to go to sleep. Bye~~