"Keep on playing that song that I don't like. I just want to feel normal for the night".
Seo Chang bin, a boy pretending to be someone he isn't in order to be liked by people and be accepted in the society, meets Lee Felix, the school's infamous rud...
"No, that sounds weird, plus I bet he doesn't even know my name". He nodded and began to press the erase button.
Hey, it's me. Seo C| Hey, it's| Hey, i| H|
Hi, when do you wanna start the project?|
"No, that sounds too straight forward. Shouldn't I ask how his day went and how he is?"
Hi, when do you wanna| Hi, when d| Hi|
Hello. It's me, Seo Chang bin, your history project partner, how are you?|
"God why do I suck at this?"
Chang bin groaned, throwing his phone on the bed and then proceeded on throwing himself on his bed too. He had been trying to text Felix for the past thirty minutes, key word: trying. For some unknown reason, he couldn't find the right words to text the blond haired boy. He pressed his lips together as he picked up his phone and stared at the phone screen that showed his empty chat with Lee Felix.
After school ended and his friends dropped him to his house, all he had been doing was how to text his project partner, Felix had given him his number and had specifically told him to text him about the project, yet here Chang bin was, sitting on his bed, cuddled up with gyu as he stared at the phone screen. Sitting up with a miserable groan, he sat up and looked at gyu who was now sitting in front of him. "Should i just say hi or introduce myself?" He asked the stuff pokemon who stared back blankly at Chang bin. They both sat there, staring at each other before Chang bin nodded and looked back at his screen. "Yeah, you're right. I should just say hi". If someone else saw him right now, they would've started to think Chang bin had gone crazy. But he wasn't, he was always alone. Ever since he was a kid, he didn't have friends since kids always thought he was weird because he was too shy and refused to talk. He was always alone. His grandma had gifted him a stuff pokemon on his 4th birthday, before she died. They named it gyu together and gyu was like Chang bin's best friend, always there for him.
Taking a deep breath, Chang bin started to type.
Hi|
He stared back at Gyu, who was already looking at Chang bin. Pressing his lips together and without thinking twice, he pressed the send button quickly.
Hi - delivered at 4:18 pm
"And now we wait". Chang bin let go of his phone and again, flopped on his bed, closing his eyes and released a deep breath. With closed eyes, he began to think about the blond hair boy, who he was tied up with doing a history project by god aka his Mrs. Moon. He started to think how he should act around Felix. He didn't want Felix to think he was a loser or he couldn't do the project. He also didn't want the blond haired boy to think that he was going to be friends because his friends seemed and did hate Felix and his friend. Now that he thought about it, he hadn't had much encounter with Hwang Hyun jin, Felix's friend. He had to admit, Hyun jin was absolutely gorgeous, he looked like a model or an idol.
His phone let out a 'tiny' which made him sit up straight in a second, the impact made gyu fall down on the bed as Chang bin quickly held his phone and suddenly his throat went dry.
Ae rum:
- There's a party at some college boy's place. - pick you up at nine. 😘
Chang bin pressed his lips together. Another party. Another sleepless night. Another drunk night. Another night spent with strangers. Another hangover. He mentally groaned but still replied.
See you then. -
He sighed, putting away his phone and standing up, going to his closet. He needed to get more clothes. All he owned were black, white or grey clothes. He remembered how Ji young and Chae young were talking about the new fashion trend going on these days. Maybe he should go shopping, but he was never thrilled about shopping , it wasn't something that made him happy or that he enjoyed. He would only buy clothes when necessary, other than that he wouldn't. But now that he's been going to different parties, he remembered how all his friends wore new and expensive clothes. Maybe he should get some too. No, he must get some.
Putting his phone in his pocket along with his wallet, wearing his shoes and a jacket, he left his room and went to the mall. Unaware of the text that had been sent to him.
Lee Felix
- Hey Chang bin.
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