Vampire Mate Or Human Which Do I Choose?

9

"Dani why did you leave me for so long, where have you been" I froze, first I never kept secrets from Camrien and he always had his way of making me tell him. I decided to go low first.
"I don't want to talk about it" I looked away from his eyes cause I knew his mood will change drastically.
"Dani you know you can tell..."
"I said don't want to talk about it!" I stood up immediately and went outside. What did I just do? I sat on a chair and held my head,something is wrong I will never do a thing like that to Camrien. What is going on, what did I just do to Camrien. I saw him from the corner of my eyes come outside.
"Camrien, I'm so sorry I don't know..." I broke down, I'm such a cry baby, he held me to his chest and caressed my head.
"It's okay,Dani I love you so much and I understand if you don't want to talk about it"
He took me back inside and made me lasagna.
"Camrien what happened to me is a long story, Izzy took ahh!" I felt a strong sharp pain on my head, it felt very unnatural, and it was like it pulled on the veins in my brains. I grabbed Camrien's shirt in pain as he took me to his bedroom.
"Rest Dani, sleep here we'll talk tomorrow." I held unto him as he laid beside me.
"No..I'm okay now, it's gone, I'm okay" He looked deeply into my eyes and smiled, of course I feel much better I don't know what the hell that was but it's gone now, I was disrupted from my thoughts as Camrien kissed me,he broke it sooner and my eyes and hands begged him for more. I sat up on his bed and grabbed his shirt bringing his lips to mine, he held my waist and kissed me roughly, I started to moan as he kissed and bit my neck, he quickly took off his shirt and laid on me, I stared at him. He looked very happy and cuter than ever, I jammed his lips again as I crossed my legs over his back. I giggled and moaned as he kissed me on my neck my chest and my shoulders. I missed all this tho I did them with Izzy I wanted to feel Camrien's touch again. He took of my top and kissed me all over my body, then I felt something surge through me, I didn't have control of my body but I could say this.
"Camrien, what are you doing, please I don't want any of this,I..I have to go,I'm sorry" I took the covers and my clothes to the bathroom leaving Camrien confused and sad. What just happened, I wouldn't say that to Camrien. I looked at the mirror and saw hickeys on my neck, what made me say that, then it clicked in my head, Izzy might be the one doing  this, I ruffled my hair in anger, why would she interfere.
'That's because you are mine!' I don't know how but I heard Izzy's voice in my head. I was shocked as I looked about, I put on my clothes immediately and opened the door of the bathroom. Camrien was on the bed fully dressed now, he had a sad look on his face, he put his hands through his curly hair and swore? Camrien swore hmm. I walked out of the bathroom and shut the door noisily so he could hear it.
"Uh..Camrien I got to go, I don't know what happened and I can't explain it now"
"Dani, wait" I was about to open the door when he held my waist stopping me in my tracks.
"Dani, I'm sorry if what we almost did annoyed you, I didn't know you didn't want us to get there" Of course Camrien I want you, but I just don't understand what's going on. I pulled his hands of my waist and waved a little.
"Dani please don't leave me like you did three months ago, please Dani not again, I can't... I can't live without you, Dani" I felt my heart crumble, tears fell from my eyes as I kissed him.
"I'll be back tomorrow, don't worry" I palmed his cheek and turned to leave. I tried my best not to look back at him, what if Izzy took me back again and I don't get to see him ever again, I broke down in tears and ran down the road back to Des's house.

"Girl! What you doing here, I left you and Camrien so you guys can chill out!" I just sighed and threw my jacket on the sofa.
"You're not saying anything, what happened Dani"  Dani stopped me and held my shoulders.
"I don't know what came over me, Camrien and I got heated up you know and we were closed to getting freaky,but I stopped him, Des I don't know how and why and I felt embarrassed I had to leave, I don't know what's wrong" I walked to the kitchen very slowly and noisily and grabbed a bottle of alcohol. I took a swing and took down the bitterness.
"I don't understand you,Dani"
"I don't understand myself either,I don't know me anymore" I took three more big gulps and felt very lightheaded. I staggered out off the kitchen and almost fell.
"Woah, Woah okay that's enough, you need to sleep,let's go" My vision was blurry,as she led me upstairs.
"Girl! You're so heavy" I fell to the ground and passed out. I've been through a lot lately, I think I shouldn't have returned back to earth.

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