Loop

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The vicious loop I ever was in,
This one, since I knew the feeling,
Of love, to love, and in love,
To seek, fall into, and fall out now.

The elite of hearts she has,
But me, I'm a pain in the ass,
Barge in and take up the space,
Leave in a jiffy, making her a maze.

This weird loop is all I do,
Over and over, time and again too,
I fall out and fall out of sleep,
She brings it, she's now unseen.

Like a zombie, I lack a heart,
Yet, I care for your state of art,
At night, my hands search the pillow,
For a hug, but it's dead; I know.

But why are you dead? Monster?
Can't you put me to sleep, better?
Don't be so heartless, you are hurting,
I know, told myself, to self was I asking.
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So this one, was written after I had taken a hiatus (kinda) for like an year. It was the movie Stuck In Love which made me start writing (again). You'd think I intentionally made the posting interval longer to accomodate the hiatus thingy, but no. Idk call it publishing block? I haven't been focusing much lately, on anything for that matter. So all those of you reading this, you guys are ze best! Can't thank you enough.

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