𝐇𝐈𝐌 | tiktok boys (1)

anxitey

Jaden x Anthony
(edited)

Anxiety is something Jaden has always struggled with and he doesn't want to tell people because he feels like he would be a pain to them.

He tries to hang out with them but it never goes well he gets the feeling that he isn't wanted there or that everyone hates him.

One day when all the boys were making content that afternoon Anthony had noticed Jaden looking around and shaking his leg anxiously

"you good bro?" Anthony asks.

" Yeah I'm fine," Jaden said with a nod that was a lie he wasn't fine. He had kept thinking everyone was mad at him for not posting content a lot or hanging out with them a lot.

After a few Tiktoks were made Jaden ran back up to his nice and dark room where he turned his led lights to a green making him relax while he smokes a blunt.

He never really smokes unless he's really nervous or anxious like right now.

a few hits into the blunt he starts to feel that calming buzz and relaxes a bit as soon as he finishes it he lays down on his bed and goes through TikTok and some other social media just doing whatever.

A few hours have passed the calming buzz that he once felt was gone and he was fine until he heard a knock at the door. he goes to get the door and sees Anthony standing kinda dressed up.

"I was wondering if you want to come to dinner with us," he said smelling the faint smell of weed from the blunt Jaden had smoked.

" Yeah I'll go meet you down in 10" Jaden replied not really wanting to go but he was hungry and didn't want to wait for postmates.

He throws on some black jeans with rips and a nice baby blue button-down shirt and some white airforces and being to walk downstairs.

They all hop in their cars and Jaden gets to drive by himself because some of the guys went in pairs but nobody went with Jaden and he was relieved by that.

He pulls out another blunt smoking it and finishing it before he gets to the restaurant.

When he gets there he sprays cologne so he doesn't smell that bad while eating.

While all the guys sit in the booths talking and trying to figure out what they want to eat and making a few tiktoks Anthony leans down to Jaden and asks what he wants to eat and Jaden told him.

"Chicken tenders with fries" Anthony nods his head and turns back to the conversation not without realizing Jadens leg bouncing fast so he puts his hand on Jadens knee and rubs it while talking with the other guys.

While Jaden talking with Kio and Quinton while waiter comes and asks everyone what they want.

"and he'll have the chicken tenders with fries," Anthony says while pointing to Jaden and he still had his hand on Jadens knee to keep him from bouncing it.

Jaden has lost all the buzz he got from the bunts he had today. After they get their food and eat they all decide to go back home.

"J can I ride with you," Anthony says in the parking lot. Shit is all that came to Jaden's mind but he said yes and they were off driving home Anthony had also taken aux so there was music playing.

"Can I ask you something ant?" Jaden says turning down the music a bit.

"sure anything man," Anthony says looking at him with a confused face.

"Why did you put your hand on my knee and order for me?" Jaden asks with his eyes still on the road.

"Well I noticed you kept bouncing your leg a lot so I placed it there for comfort and I have also noticed you don't like ordering your food so I thought I would help you out, I have also noticed that you smoke blunts and when you do you are more relaxed so I looked it up and thought you might have anxiety but I didn't want to ask until you were ready to say something," Anthony says looking at Jaden while he's driving.

"I- I was gonna tell you but I-I didn't was to be a pain to you guys because I thought y'all don't like how I act or look or that I don't post much or hang out with you guys that much".Jaden said finally glad he got that off his chest.

"We don't hate you, we think your fine just the way you are. I think you're perfect." Anthony smiled.

Jaden smiled back and continued driving back to sway. He got there and went to his room thinking of what Anthony had said to him.

"They don't hate me" He whispered and went to his computer.