Noah Valencia is from New York, she has a rough home life but soon moved to Tulsa, Oklahoma where here life completely changes, for the better and for the worse.
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Dallas Winston •Tulsa,Oklahoma•
I fucked up man, I fucked up big time.
I did t mean anything I said to her, I still love her man, I love her and the fact that I tucking cheated on her makes me hate myself even more.
I hated seeing her cry and I hurt her again. I didn't mean to hurt her. I'm fucked up, i screwed up and cheated on her cause I thought she cheated on me, when I was the one to at was jealous and fucked it all up!
It's been a few months, my room is shredded, my walls are all dented and fucked up. She left she isn't in her room, her stuff is gone, buck said that she said that she ain't ever coming back.
I'm such a fuck up! I lost the best thing that has happened in my life. I started drinking more too, fought with socs more, I stopped hooking up with girls, and well at this moment I'm in the cooler.
I got caught for totally destroying this socs car and I'm now in home sweet home Prison.I've been here for 5 months I'm out today, I did my time.
"Aye buddy how you feel, your out today" one of my prison mates told me His name is Ryan.
"I'm just going back out to my crappy life with a mess that I Creaked and I won't be able to fix it because I fucked up."
"At least your single"
"Bruh I fucking fucked it up and I still love her. I still fucking love her, I didn't mean to cheat on her, it happened cause I thought she cheated on me even though she didn't and I was just jealous"
"You did fuck up, was she worth cheating?"
"No, I hurt her once before I was lucky to be forgiven, can't believe I fucked up" I punched the wall leaving a dent on it
"Dallas Winston" the cop came up to me and I rolled my eyes
"Take care Ryan" we did our handshake
"Get your girl" he said as I left.
I out on the clothes I had on when I got in and walked out.
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I spent most of the day just walking around town doing nothing, picking fights, slashing tires, said hi to the guys. They told me that Noah was not doing so great, and that I should talk to her, cause she's been off, suicidal to be exact.
Turns out she keeps sayin that no one cares, she's been hurt too many times and that she doesn't want to be on Ana earth where she keeps getting hurt.
I went to Tim's got some beer got kinda wasted then I had to go back to Bucks.
I opened the door and there was a party going on, I was sobering up so I wasn't that drunk anymore, then I saw her at the bar.
I walked over to Buck who served her a drink but it looked liek she didn't notice he did.
"How king has she been here?" I asked him
"Since 8pm, hey your out" buck chuckled
"Yeah how is she?" I asked
"This is the first time in months she's come here, she looks like she's done some drugs probably coke, going mentally insane, you broke her man, she ain't looking good"
"I'm talking to her"
"Dal She in heavy drugs coke ain't the only thing a perosn who is going through heart break takes"
"I don't care I'm talking to her" I walked over to her And sat next to her, I stayed quiet for a bit and I heard her mumble things to herself
"Noah" I said softly and she looked at me
"D-Dallas" she mumbled softly
"Can we uh talk?"
"N-no" she shook her head, I saw tears forming
"Please Noah"
"No" she looked pissed off now
"Noah I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you again, and I can't live without you"
"Life is pain Dallas?! I wake up in pain! You know how many time I just want to end it? ! I've gone through so much pain in my life and you we're the last thing keeping me going and you destroyed it!" She yelled
"Your angry" I mumbled
"I'm not angry I'm in pain, and you put me here! The person who's supposed to love me more then anything!" She cried
"I STILL LOVE YOU NOAH!! I always have! And I always will!! I love you"
"You can't," she shook her head
"Why can't I?"
"Because I'm broken now, and I can't be fixed,"
"Noah don-" she cut me off
"Do-don't say shit, cause you said it yourself that I wasn't good enough"
"But I didn't mean it, I screw up, I'm not used to having people love me Noah, you're the only person that has ever loved me, and I love you and I know that for a fact cause with out you I'm a mess"
"Clearly you didn't think of that before you cheated on me," she got up and walked over to were all the druggie people go,
"Aye look who's back Noah" one of the pot heads said to her and she looked at me and flipped me off
"I'll do a line"
"Alright alright, see your stepping up" they chuckled, she doing coke now, and pot and hella liquor.
"She ain't doing well dal," buck sighed
"I can tell, and it's all my fault, I'm going to my room man" I sighed
