Chapter One: I'm Too Fat...

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Nov, 5, 20XX

Dear Diary,

       I bought you to record my feelings since well... It's not very masculine to talk about feelings to other people since it's more masculine to figure it out on your own. So really because of society's stupid gender assignment, I have to write down my feelings into a book's blank pages only to be written in later ...because I can't tell anyone or else I look weak and gay.

        ...So today,

        Looking in the mirror... I didn't see anything I liked.... What I saw in the mirror was disgusting.... My thighs were huge, my cheeks were chubby, and I had a muffin top.... There was stretch mark on my sides and the inside of my thighs...

        I never realized how I looked before today... Gym class and lunch yesterday was the reason I even looked in the mirror...

        I noticed yesterday how during the mile I was the last guy to make it and it took me fourteen minutes to run a mile... While all the other guys took about five to seven minutes to run around the stupid track. During lunch everyone at the lunch table got healthy food that day... And I got another burger with fries and soda... I also noticed how my friends were thin and compared to them.... I'm fat...

        Before I started writing I looked at the mirror once more. It seemed like my cheeks got even chubbier. I even have almost a triple chin...

        Usually this is the time when people say I just need to exercise in which I have to say... Well sure maybe, but I don't have time for that... (Well besides gym class already, but it mostly consists of gym games though so it's not real exercise). So I guess, here goes to not eating as much... Which to be honest will be the most difficult thing since I'm always hungry since I'm a growing boy after all.

        Anyway... As I read on the scale, it says I'm 256.3 pounds... So, my goal is to lose twenty and see how it goes from there. 

        So that's that.^^"

        See ya

        - Eli Wyatt Walker c:

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