Every Storm (Punk/Dirty Luke Hemmings Fanfiction)

20.// complications

I woke up to my alarm going off.

I groan and roll myself to a sitting position. I look at the alarm that read 'officially 5 months!!'

"Mmm, babe what was that?" Luke asks, rolling over and pulling me back in bed.

I turn and look at him, "I'm officially 5 months pregnant. 4 more months."

His face instantly shows a smile. His hands run across my belly.

He presses his lips to mine. "I can't wait." he kisses me again, and again.

I giggle and close my eyes. "lets go back to sleeeeeeep!" He whines.

"Fine." I close my eyes for a while till Luke begins to stir.

"Did you even fall back asleep?" He whispers. I kept my eyes closed and shook my head.

"Just that excited?" I laugh and nod my head, finally opening my eyes.

I met his deep blue ones that were only inches from me.

"You hungry?" He asks, I nod and sat up in bed, I place my feet onto the ground and stood up, Only to be falling back down.

When my legs held up all me weight I felt a sharp pain in my lower stomach that made my legs give out.

"Ah!" I wince at the pain and Luke jumps up, "Bella!!" He gets out of bed and helps me sit up a little, "Luke, The baby. Ah! It hurts so much! Why does it hurt!?"

"I, I don't know. Come on Lets get you to the hospital." He started with wraping his arm around my waist and holding me up, We only made it through the door when he mumbles, "Screw it."

He picks me up and carries me to the car, He drove over the speed limit all the way to the hospital, I felt a lot more sharp pain every few seconds.

We got into the room within two minutes of being there. luke held onto my hand the entire time. "Something is wrong, Something is really wrong with this baby." I hear a nurse say, trying to be quiet but being terrible at it.

"What is wrong?" I ask.

They tell me that they have to do some tests and things to see what is going on. I feel terrible, i feel like it is all my fault when they told me what had happened to the baby.

"We are very sorry, But we can't find a heartbeat." I swallowed hard and looked up at luke.

He held my hand tightly, "This is all my fault." I whisper, I didn't think anyone heard, but i guess Luke and the nurse did.

She kept telling me that this happens and it is not my fault, she had gotten sick and just, stopped breathing? I won't let mself believe it.

My vision kept going in and out, "Bella?" I hear luke ask, i couldn't find words to speak.

This is all my fault. Luke lost his baby girl because of me.

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*4 MONTHS LATER*

I look at myself in the mirror with disgust. My flat stomach was that i was mostly disgusted about. Today is the day I was suppose to give birth, Well it was the expextation date.

I placed my hands on my stomach, i let a tear fall from my eye as it heated my cheek. Two arms wrap around me, I felt his hot breath on my neck, and his cool lip piercing make my neck colder than i already was.

It gave me goosebumps as his nosepiercing rubbed across my cheek, than his lip. i looked up into the mirror at him with a frown on my face.

"I'm so sorry." I say, barely a whisper, My voice cracked at the end and I pinched my eyes closed and shook my head.