Chapter 10: Sam's Try

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   Sam's POV

   How am I gonna get Jasper to want me back? I can tell him what happened between me and Willie. Yeah that should work, he would feel sorry for me and think about how bad Willie hut me. I don't know what I was thinking! How could I've been so stupid to leave him for a guy like Willie.  I should of stayed with Jasper, he was so good to me and better, at least he cared about me.

 The next few days were slow and it was like I didnt even exist to Jasper. No eye contact nothing but, I wasn't gonna give up intill I runied Victoria's relationship and make Jasper come back  to me.

  Do I really care if Steve and Rafel hate me? Not really?

    It was late, I was watching Scary Movie. Rafel just went out to see his sister giving me a dirty look while he was leaving and I stuck out my tounge at him and Steve went out with his friends from work. He shouldn't be back intill 3 am.

     Jasper was in his room doing some work, si this was the perfect time for to make my move. I got up and knocked on Jasper's bedroom door.

     "Come in." He said.

 I opened the door and he didnt seem to happy to see me. He let out a breath before speaking.

                "What do you want?" He sounded annoyed.

I walked in and closed the door behind me. I walked to the frount of his bed.

              "Nothing. Just came to see what your doing. What are you doing?"

              "Making designs for skateboards."

              "You still work at the skatepark? I thought you left."

                 "You wanted me to leave. I decied to stay because of the kids. You still haven't told me any of your business here."

 I looked down at the floor, then sat on  the bed. He put down his designs and looked at me.

              "Umm, how should I start? Willie cheated on me three times(showimg three fingers) and when I told him he didn't even seem to care. So I left him."

 I was tearing up a bit. From the corner of my eye I coiuld see Jasper sliding next to me.

                 "I'm sorry that happened." His voice souned sad, there was still some pain. His head was down.

              "So I came back to try and start my life over again with a clean slate. I dont want to remember my past."

                   "What happened to the money?"

   His voice went back to firm.

                   "He used it all. Every last dollar on women, beer and friends."

                   "Sorry, must of been hard for you."

                       "You shouldnt be saying sorry. Jasper, I'm honestly and truely sorry for what I've done to you. I know how much I hurt you but, I never meant to hurt you. I dont know what I was thinking going with Willie because I now know that I missed out on the greatest thig that happened to me. You."

  He got up and turned towards me.

                    "So just like that you think I'm gonna come back to you?"

     I looked at him embrassed.

                     "Sam, I will always have feelings for you but I'm not in love with you anymore. I'm in love with Victoria. What we had between me and you three years ago is not going to happen again. It's over, so stop tryimg to make me fall back in love with you again. Now please leave so I can continue with my work."

       I got up from and walked to the door. I stopped then opened it and left his room closing the door behind me. I leaned onto the wall.

                  'This is gonna be harder then I thought.'

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