Uncertain Love • Dabideku

Chapter six

Kirishima's POV

Bang! Bang! Bang!

"Who is it?!" I yelled getting up from the couch. I quickly walked to the door about to look through the peep hole when I heard katsuki yell from the other side.

"It's me! Now open up!" Crap... I knew this would happen. I just don't know if I'm up for it right now...

I opened the door and he barged in slamming the door behind him. I was about to ask what he needs when he pushed me against the wall and attacked my lips. I gasped a little letting him slide his tongue in my mouth. I started to kiss back when I remembered the situation he's in. I hardened my body and pushed him away.

"What the hell?!" He yelled sparks coming out of his palms.

"We can't be doing this while Izuku is still kidnapped. He could be hurt or even killed. This is wrong and you know it....In fact... I think I'm done with this all together...." I said looking away.

"What? Why? I thought you loved me.."he said almost sadly. Like he might actually care.

"I do katsuki but its not fair to izuku and it really isn't fair to me... I love you... you know that. But it's me or him." I said sternly. It was quite for a minute before he spoke up.

"You." He said tears threaten to spill from his eyes.

"What?" I said letting my quirk go away.

"It was always you, you shit head! Deku doesn't compare to you..." he said now looking at his ring.

"Really? Or are you just saying that to get in my bed?" I crossed my arms.

He took off his ring and put it in his pocket. He wiped his eyes quickly before taking my hand. "Can I spend the night here? My house just reminds me that I let deku go with that villain."

I hesitated but nodded. "Of course... but no sex till you and izuku talk. In my opinion I think you guys should divorce but it's not my place."

"I know..."

A few hours had passed of us talking and watching movies. Katsuki was laying in my arms with his head on my chest. I thought maybe he fell asleep considering it was almost three AM but then I heard silent cries. I looked down and saw his eyes red and nose puffy. I sat up still holding him and asked what's wrong.

He sniffed a few times before replying. "Deku had an affair with a villain..."

My eyes widened. "A-are you sure? That doesn't seem like something he'd do.."

"No one knows this but... before Dabi, the villain who took deku, left with him he was saying these things to imply they had been seeing each other." He paused and more tears came to his eyes. "Deku looked so ashamed and betrayed. He knew he had been exposed and he didn't even try to deny it. And the worst part was when dabi held his hand around deku's throat.... he wasn't even scared. Like he trusted dabi not to release a bunch of flames on him."

I didn't know what to say. Obviously their relationship was never going to work out. Katsuki says he loves me more then deku and now it seems deku loves someone else also. They were never really good for each other anyways. Always fighting and yelling at each other. It's not healthy.

"I'm not saying this to benefit myself in any way but... you need to let him go. He clearly loves this dabi guy even though he's a villain and you guys haven't been happy together in years. I want to see you happy katsuki... I want to make you happy..." I said wiping his tears away.

"Can I kiss you?" He asked. I was taking by surprised considering he never asks for permission. I nodded slightly and he leaned in to kiss me. I kissed his rough lips and glided my hands up his body as he laid me down to straddle my lap.

"Can I touch you?" He said between kisses.

"Mmm." I moaned while nodding.

His hand went up my tank top feeling my abs. "Can I take your shirt off?"

I now see what he's doing. He wants sex but doesn't wanna disobey what I said earlier. I growled before giving in. "Just fuck me already."

"I promise I'll talk to izuku. But right now I wanna show you how much I love you." He said staring deep into my eyes. God he makes me so weak...

He leaned down to my neck and kissed gently. Usually he's rough and to the point but this time was different. Almost like he didn't wanna mess it up. I put one hand through his hair as he pampered me with kisses. I blushed and my other hand slid into his pants cupping one of his ass cheeks.

"I want you now katsuki..." I moans feeling his lips travel down my neck to my chest.

He sat back and pulled his shirt off before taking mine off as well. He admired my chest with a genuine smile before biting his lip. "You're gorgeous Ei..."

He stripped the rest of our clothes off before laying on top of me. Chest to chest, erection to erection...He kissed me again this time with more passion. I felt his hands grip both our cocks so he was jerking them off at the same time. I moaned quietly into the kiss both my hands now cupping his face to pull him in closer.

He jerked us off till my cock started to leak precum. He sat back and spread my legs wide. I started to tug at my cock as he prepped me. He added two fingers and would occasionally spit on my hole as a lubricant. He scissored me while thrusting his fingers in and out.

"Now kat..." I moaned as my cock throbbed in my hand.

He entered me slowly for once and waiting for me to adjust. I nodded jerking myself off with one hand and touching my hard nipple with the other. He moved slow at first but soon picked up his pace. My legs rested on his shoulders as he hovered over me, hands by my head.

"Fuck katsuki! H-harder!" I moaned. He smirked staring into my eyes.

"That my boy. Moan as loud as you can so everyone knows your mine." He said huskily.

He pounded harder and harder and I didn't know how much longer I could last. "I love you katsuki! Please give me your cum! I wanna feel you cum in me!"

"Fuck... I love you so much Ei..." he said between pants. After a few more thrust we both came and he collapsed on me. We didn't even bother cleaning up, we just fell asleep like that. Before I finally drifted off though I heard him whisper to himself.

"I'll treat you right eijirou, I promise."