If I run

Chapter 11 (Abigail)

Why? why did I have to do that? why did I have to be so stupid. I was laying on his chest staring out the window, regretting almost everything. he was asleep and I got up picked my clothes up off the floor and went down stairs. most of the people either left last night or earlier this morning to catch flights back to England. "well there she is... little miss moaner" Devon said walking in "I don't know what your talking about" I said sitting down at the table drinking a cup of coffee. "oh you know exactly what I'm talking about, you and Collin had sex last night" he said and I glared at him and he cracked a smile "you stupid ass man, you said the walls were sound proof" I said and he laughed slightly "they are, I didn't hear a thing, but now that I know you did" he said shaking his head "I hate you Devon, I hate you a lot" I said and he smiled "do you actually like him?" he asked "I'm not exactly sure, I may like him, or I may just hate him enough that it's portrayed as liking him" I said "well since you refuse to do anything with one night stands or hook ups, you should probably figure out that shit" he said, my phone buzzed "sorry, I have to take this" I said walking out the door. "Hey sweet Cheeks... Im back" a familiar voice said "Tommy" I said smiling "yes the one and only" he said and I laughed " so your back in Paris?" I asked running up the stairs and threw my stuff together "yeah, I am for the big fashion show" "we should totally meet up" "oh my god totally, I have some big news to tell you" he said "oh my gosh awesome... I have some shocking news for you" I said "oh my god, are you pregnant?" he asked alarmed "you bitch you can't do that to me, your one of the few models I can stand" he said "dear god no, I take birth control like its a religion" I said and he laughed "I've missed you so much Tommy, Paris gets lonely" I said as Collin came in from the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist "I know, and I'm so sorry we haven't been able to meet up but you know different continents... and Paris was only supposed to be a two year thing" he said "I know, I know, I haven't been back in two years but I've been busy with Louie Vulton and everyone else and my degrees" I said "and then there's also your parents" he said "ugh, don't remind me... so let's totally meet up when are you free?" I asked "well I'm good for this afternoon and we could go shopping" "yeah, lets meet under the tower and we can go from there... low ya" I said "love ya too sweet cheeks" he said and I hung up.

"Im sorry for last night" he said "no, no, it was all my fault, I'm sorry" I said "so do we just want to forget it and move on?" he asked "yeah, that's probably for the best" I said and he nodded, and I felt terrible, but it was a mistake "you can either come with me like right now or go with Devon later... I don't care but I have to leave" I said "ill just go with Devon" "ok, well talk later" I said walking out to my car driving down the road with my sun glasses on singing to Pandora, the roof was down and I was soaking up the rays laughing at how stupid I must look. oh well, Tommy always puts me in a good mood, he's been my GBF, or gay best friend since my first photo shoot in modeling school he was graduating and I was just starting we became best friends and then I went through the classes really fast and actually graduated with him and my first job was with him and every year during fashion week in Paris we always get chosen to model together because we look good together. I put on some casual clothes and my hair up, I've realized it doesn't matter what your wearing most of the time as long as you own it and act superior to everyone.... and act like a bitch