If I run

Chapter 16 (Collin)

Yes, I trust her... her mother not so much, there has to be another reason she's here. you don't just pop up on your daughters door step after not seeing her for three years with out having a good reason. "Is there anything stopping you from telling me what happened with you and that other guy?" I asked and she sighed "no, hi name was Victor, a hot shot photographer. I was just starting out and completely naive, thinking I had left all the bad people back in New York... but he swept me off my feet telling me the things I needed to hear. I used to be like all the other models, insecure, wondering if I was skinny enough or pretty enough... he told me I was beautiful and wonderful and, I believed him, he built me up in my mind while tearing my career down. he liked watching people crash and burn...." she said and then started crying "I'm sorry, I shouldn't of pressured you" I said kissing her head "no, I was just so stupid and blindsided... I was just mad because I let him take my virginity... he prayed off the weak and innocent until they broke and then he left, leaving you broken and bruised... but I wasn't broken, I should of, my modeling career should of been over before it really started and I would of been doing something else after months of therapy and I would of been the screw up instead of the failure" she said leaning back on me sighing "it's all in the past now" I said holding her closer, I didn't want to let her go, ever. we fell asleep on her couch and she was up by the time I woke up "where are you going?" I asked "my mom said she needs to tell me something, and she said to not bring my little boy along.... for some reason I think she thinks your my little boy toy" she said laughing and I smirked "stop smirking" she said "why not, its funny" I said "yes it's funny but not smirk funny" she said grabbing her sunglasses "leaving already?" "yes I am" she said wrapping her arms around my neck kissing me on the lips. her skin and hair looked absolutely beautiful in the sunlight, "your beautiful" I whispered and she laughed "I'm going to find out why you laugh so much" I said smirking and she lightly slapped my cheek "it's because I wasn't allowed to as a child" she said smiling walking out the door. a thousand songs were running through my mind just thinking about her. Abigail... something Kleinfeld, doesn't sound bad right?.... "Collin, you are getting way to far ahead of your self, besides you only had sex once and it wasn't exactly on free terms"... I said to my self slapping my mind back into reality, where sadly it belonged. Maybe someday it can live in its own world... until then I have to keep writing.