If I run

Chapter 14 ( Collin)

If Tommy's my competition, then I'm probably screwed. they way she was talking to him earlier was actually making me really jealous and I couldn't get it out of my mind.... but they had been talking about me, because no one mentioned my name when I was introduced to Tommy.. I've put together most of her life story for the book, but as I add the pictures I can't help but as feeling I don't want it to end with her when I finish the book. she brought life back into me, and I'm afraid that leaving her will suck the life right back out of me, and ill be back to where I started..... just forget it Collin, not worth your time or energy right now.... Tomorrow starts fashion week and I have tickets to all the after parties because of Marcus and Abigail, and back stage passes. I slept, not sure how with the people next door to me doing it all night. I was up early meeting Marcus for coffee before we went to the shows. most of them seemed the same all week long, I barely got to speak Abigail because she was constantly modeling somewhere, she said she was the most sought after model, I've watched her an everyone else at all the shows, she's wrong when she says it's her height that makes her good. She has a certain quality even with the blank look on her face, its not blank it says so many things and yet it says nothing, she wears the clothing as if she's telling a story, that's why people want her, she makes the clothes come to life in a way that all the models can't.... It was Sunday, the last show was today and we were headed for the final and biggest after party. it was on and under the Eiffel Tower, simply beautiful. people were eating and laughing, but I just wanted to get away from it all, so I went up to where the tower was deserted, or at least I thought it was when I saw Abigail "mind if I join you?" I asked "no" she said sadly "fine, if your waiting for someone else, ill leave" I said walking away "no, I'm not, I'm just tired, sorry" she said and I walked back over stepping over her dress "I don't know if you noticed but the fashion show is over" I said and she laughed "this is how you know, you've made it to the big times in fashion, fashion designers send you dresses. To wear to events like these for advertising basically" she said "oh" "what would you do if I ran right now, just started sprinting across the park?" she asked randomly after the silence "nothing, you can't run with that dress or in those shoes" I said and she looked at me for a minute half offended I think, I'm still not very good at reading looks.