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𝘀𝘆𝗻𝗼𝗽𝘀𝗶𝘀: y/n had been dying to have a baby since her 23rd birthday. after years of searching for the perfect lover, she had no luck. finally, she decided that she would get a sperm donor, but when she met the doctor, she knew he had other plans rather than just injecting her...more physical plans.

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the loud sound of your favorite song had been blasting through your ears as you scanned your bus card on the reader. with the ding of approval, you continued your way down the narrow bus walkway and sat down on a seat towards the back, immediately resting your head against the window.

for the past 23 years of your life, you had dated a number of men who definitely weren't suited for you. they simply grew tired of you and so did you. never had you ever settled down with someone who had loved you for more than a year. relationships were definitely tough for you, as you never felt a strong true love.

you had finally realized that not one out of the five men you've dated in your life were perfectly suited for you. you had jungkook, your very first boyfriend from eighth grade, who broke up with you because his love for overwatch was much more than his love for you.

your second lover was hoseok, who was by far the happiest person you've ever dated, let alone met. there was something about him that you knew, causing you to break up with him. you saw the sadness in his eyes when he kissed you or held you close. he clearly wasn't happy in the relationship, not because of you, but rather that he wanted to continue his career in becoming an dancer full time. you broke up with him after you realized that you were stopping him from pursuing his dreams.

for your last year of high school, you had met yoongi, who was one hell of a partier. every weekend and often a weekday, yoongi would go, not to drink, but to smoke. it was terrible for his health, which was slowly decreasing. you had convinced him to go to rehab before realizing that you both cared for each other, but stopped loving each other.

im the summer before your first year of college, you had met your mentor and your guide around your new college. his name was jin. the whole campus knew his name, some would even call him famous from the large amount of confessions he would receive. soon, he came around to like you and ask you out. unfortunately for you, he quickly moved past your relationship's "honeymoon" phase. the love between the two of you dwindled as well. jin was there to advise you, not love you.

at 20, you had picked up your first job as an office lady to help pay off your student debts. your favorite coworker, taehyung, was there to help you learn your way around the office. oddly enough, both of your odd humor made your bond grow, enough for him to ask you out. your relationship with taehyung was like a teenagers'. it was childish and very similar to a puppy love. you knew you needed to end it before you yourself became child-like. he was the last boyfriend you had ever dated for the next three years.

your 23rd birthday was when you first realized how adorable babies and children were. in one week, your instagram feed had completed changed from relationship goals to babies. you were dying to have a baby, but you didn't want to find the perfect suitor. this left you with the only choice, a sperm donor.

after a month of consultation and thinking, you had agreed to get a sperm donor. and so you did. your eyes gazed at the large building that displayed posters of children and babies all over it. you smiled, knowing that hopefully, in 9 or so months, you'd be having one of your own. you giggled quietly as you walked into the building. the inside was modern and clean, decorated with stark white furniture. you had scheduled an appointment with the doctor to figure out your perfect donor.