I am Caroline (COMPLETED)

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CAROLINE

Hot and steamy sex is what we shared, hindi ko na din alam whats in to me, but everytime im seeing Andy's sweetness and vulnerability it makes me drooled upon her,

I know what we did is not right, i am fully aware of what shes trying to make me feel, what she wants me to know about her feelings, and thats why pain easily stubs me within, if only i could be the person she wants and shes been longing for.....

Ako mismo sa sarili ko, hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang magmahal uli, everytime i remember Haryy's face and body showered by his blood pain still runs through my veins, ang sakit sakit pa din!

When our dreams and plan just ended by his death parang nakakatakot nang maging masaya ulit, i dont have trust issue, its just...im still in pain and i cant find the cure until i get my revenge!

Thats the real plan and still my plan even now but everytime i look at Andy it feels really different, kahit hindi kami nagkakasundo i always find peace sa mata nya,

She deserve to be love as well,...but i cant be that person...i just cant..

We sleep together and i take my chance to just hug her, sometimes i hate myself kasi alam kong nagiging unfair ako at selfish, i shouldnt make her feel special in this kind of way after making her feel rejected but i cant help it, i really enjoyed much everything about her, amoy nya, mukha nya, even her attitude na nakakainit ng ulo pero nag papasaya sakin at some point.

"Goodnight princess" i whisper while sniffing her nape

"Goodnight my hero" sagot nya naman which makes me smile for unknown reason.

Dahil medyo late na kami nakatulog, late na ang gising namin although nauna ako sakanya,

I woke up 10am which is late na talaga for me dahil 6am ang usual na gising ko, as for Andy shes still sleeping safe and sound.

Nag ayos muna ako ng sarili ko then head my way sa office ni Mayor and Mrs. Sarmiento to greet them and see if may ibibilin sila for Andy,

Palakad ako papunta ng office nya when i heard him talking to someone sa Balcony,

"So sure ka nang ilalabas mo sya sa media? Hindi kaya macompromise ang organisasyon nyan?" --Mayor

"Okay, makakaasa ka sa suporta namin, bukas na bukas din ay pag hahandaan namin yan"--Mayor

I am now wondering if sino ang tinutukoy na ilalabas, i compose myself muna before ako kumatok ng tuluyan sa pinto kahit bukas ito.

"Oh Caroline, come in i have a thing to discuss with you," sabi ni Mayor

I quickly sit down to the chair sa tapat ng table nya

"Ano po yun?" I ask

"May gaganaping party bukas ng gabi and i want Andy's safety, and you, be at your best as well" he said

"Okay po, i will inform her once shes wake up, if i may ask, what is this party for?" Tanong ko

"Well, the heiress of Deassery Clan which is ang Original founder ng Big4 organization na kinabibilangan ko ay dumating na sa bansa, i hope i could trust you with Andy's safety, its gonna be a big party kaya natatakot akong may makalusot sa mga security" paliwanag naman nya

"I will do my best to protect her Mayor" sagot ko lang and nag paalam na ko para dumiretso sa kitchen and check all the food na ihahanda kay Andy,

Tatlong katulong lang ang nag hahanda ng breakfast, i already talk to the maid kung sino lang ang mag hahanda ng pagkain ni Andy sakanila pati ang utensils and plates ni Andy ay pinahiwalay ko,