I am Caroline (COMPLETED)

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CAROLINE

Everytime i remember him 3 years ago...

"Are you excited?, we can have our own family now, kahit ilang anak pa ang gusto mo.." -- Harry

"Ofcourse i am! Ive longing for this, a complete family of my own!"--sabi ko

Harry cuped my face and kiss me, and between our kiss he promised..

"I will make you happy as long as i live"

Until now, those words still lingers on my mind,..

"Sh*t ka!!!!! Hmmmmm sob* sob*!!! Player!!! Kala ko lalaki lng ang player pero babae din pala!!! Hmmmmmm!!!! I dont want to see your face!!!!"

I really dont know what to say, i know somehow she's creating a little space sa isip ko and breaking a the wall that i created in my heart pero i cant...

I really cant let that happen, not anymore..

Lumabas ako ng kwarto nya bringing inside of me a little pain na hindi napag handaan, hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko, her lips is irresistable pero i need to control myself.

My mission is bigger than what i have inside, ayokong entertainin to and sa bandang huli masasaktan ko sya...

I myself is now confuse, why i didnt forsee this to happen??

Its not a big deal for me kung babae ako o babae sya but its more on what i feel, my heart is still stuffed...

Pumasok muna ako sa kwarto ko and just lay down sa bed, for the first time again something hit me, and i can feel it..

Halos ilang oras akong naktulala sa kisame, when Steban call..

"Hey, wazzup?" Tanong ko

"Okay ka lang? Pag ganyan bungad mo alam kong di ka okay eh!" Sabi nya naman which is tama naman

"I dont know, i feel like im in the box na kahit gusto kong kumawala hindi ko kaya" sabi ko naman

"Hmmmm nilalaliman mo nanaman eh! Si Harry lang ang nakakaintindi ng ganyan mo, pero isa lang masasabi ko dyan, what ever it is, ikaw lang makakapag decide kung gusto mo nang lumabas sa box or hindi" sabi nya and i get it,

"Eh ano na nga pala? Balita?" Tanong ko

"I found something, the Big 4 organization na sinasabi mo, hindi sila biro, marami silang hawak na tao at mga business, ayoko iopen kay ate nang hindi kita naiinform, feeling ko kasi makakatulong si ate" sabi nya naman

"Nope! Please satin lang to, just get a deep information pa saknila lalo kay Collin Beltran" bilin ko naman

"Alright, il get in touch with you once may lead ako ulit na mas makakatulong" sabi nya then i end the call

Napabuntong hininga lang ako, then i heard a voice from outside, nakita ko si manang na katok ng katok sa room ni Andy to eat dinner pero i guess walang balak ang babaeng yun!

Pinahinto ko na lang si manang and i head my way sa kusina and i prepare a separate food for her, binilin ko sa mga maids na wag pakialaman, then bumalik muna ako sa room ko, since magkalinya lang kami ng room ni Andy, i try to look carefully sa labas, i dont know but something is not right sa paligid, parang mist or usok akong nakikita somewhere, nagtitingin tingin pa ko when i heard something

i heard Andy's foot steps coming out of the room, napasilip ako agad and pababa na sya ng hagdan.

Sinundan ko sya and told her that the food is for her although nag dadalawang isip talaga akong kausapin sya pero i have no choice, but when i try to talk to her, as usual, she is not okay to talk to me kaya nang hilingin nyang wag akong magpakita sakanya kahit ngayong gabi lang ay naintindihan ko.